a few things:

• Exactly a year ago, I was hunched over a desk trying my best to answer an entrance examination. And right now, I'm packing up my things and preparing myself for a bigger world out there. It's funny how time flies and how things can change in the course of a year. I have lost and I have gained and I have weighed options in my hands, some heavier than others. And I have watched people grow, become better versions of themselves, become stronger and I am so proud that I can only hope the best for all of us.
• I am 50% done with packing. I'm only saying 50% because I have too many clothes and they all won't fit in the suitcase and backpack that I'm going to be bringing with me on the 15th. I haven't even packed my shoes, slippers, towels, and bed sheets yet. This is going to be quite a struggle.
• Also, since I can't possibly bring all my clothes & things with me on the day that I'm moving in, I'm going back home on the weekend after my first week of school to get my remaining necessities and go back to the dorm again. My uni's a long way from home (a really looooooong way I'm going to cry) and travelling with luggage is tiring but someone's got to do it :c

a few things:

• I would like to take this opportunity to inform everyone that since last week, there's been (and up to now) a problem with my Tumblr account. I am unable to reblog/post things the normal way, I even had to go as far as downloading X-Kit (an extension for Chrome) just so I'd be able to reblog and queue things to keep my main blog alive. However, I still can't post anything which would explain the lack of new posts on my sleepyteas blog. Unfortunately, I am also unable to reply to the messages that are piling up in my tumblr inbox. I am so sorry but if any of you have sent me messages both on tea-with-tablo and sleepyteas, please don't think that I am ignoring you. I am currently trying my best to solve this problem. I have contacted Tumblr Support multiple times already but they haven't replied back to any of my emails which is making me a bit annoyed and if by next week, I am still encountering issues, I think I'm going to make separate blogs so that I can answer your messages and hopefully keep sleepyteas alive.
• Oh, Tumblr, what did I ever do to you? /sighs
• On another note, it's been raining for the past two weeks and my side of the world is cold and gray and wonderful. Naps come easier because of the weather and I end up wearing my pajamas all day long. If this is going to be my version of summer weather every year ... yay I thank the heavens.

a few things:

• Concert day concert day today is CONCERT DAY!!!
• Jfc I've been chanting that ever since the moment I woke up this morning that it's getting a bit ridiculous but I'm just so excited??? Like even if I don't get to attend the concert itself, I'm so happy that the boys will get to fulfill one of their dreams and I want them to bask in the glory that they rightfully deserve after all the years of vigorous training and hard work. 
• And also, I am incredibly excited at the prospect of the members cross-dressing. IT'S INITIATION NIGHT, MY LOVELY BOYS. I bet all your sunbaes know your pain.
• I had a mini breakdown yesterday when I found out that MPST is releasing a photo book. I was thisclose to ordering Hyperbeat (because I have the misfortune of liking a certain Oh Sehun's facial features ugh smh) last year when I still had the money but I promised myself that I was going to wait for MPST because I'm biased and holy cow have you seen MPST's photos and videos? ART, I TELL YOU. FREAKING MASTERPIECES THEY MAKE ME CRY. But it just so happens that I am broke(n) right now and MSPT's photo book is probably the most expensive I've come across so far (Hyperbeat's was only around 2.2k, that's 1k less than MPST's why is the world so cruel /sobs).
• And then you know on Twitter, I came across a photo of the Overdose clearfile folders that SM's currently selling and I want the Kai and Kyungsoo folders so bad I even went around to searching up PH group orders and found out that they were all closed already. But I'm a masochist so I still went around converting the prices and it turns out that each clearfile folder costs 400 pesos. 400 pesos for a single clearfile folder HAHAHAHAHA SM, I DO NOT REEK OF MONEY ;__________;

a few things:

• I spent the first few waking hours of the morning holed in my brother's apartment with his fiancee, doing some last-minute editing on the yearbook while eating brownies. My best friend's house is just a stone's throw away but when I passed by it, I knew it was a hopeless case to ring the bell because the probability of Joy being awake before 12 noon during the summer is close to zero. 
• I'm going to Joney's house tomorrow to watch EXO's First Box (again). Dindin's coming over as well and to say that I'm hella excited is an understatement. It's pretty amazing how I've managed to convert people who used to despise Korean pop into fans of EXO but really, I'm just happy that they love them almost as much as I do (or maybe they already love them as much as I do ahrhr).
• Want to know what's sad? When your Facebook notifications are nothing but game requests from your mother. I've hit a new low.
• I stay away from people and conversations nowadays. They either say too much or too little, never just enough, and never the right words. 
• The hardest thing to do whenever I'm angry is to keep silent even though that's the only thing I do whenever I flare up. I refuse to spark fury. I've grown used to the fire in my veins and I've grown used to shutting up before adding insult to injury but really, it's been getting hard these days because I just want to snap at everything and everyone.

a few things:

• It's 4 in the afternoon but here I am eating my super late lunch that consists of instant noodles and potato chips. Whenever I'm all alone in the house, I end up eating unhealthy food.
• Today was my very last Academy Day with my alma mater. Spent the day losing my shit at the Bounce Bounce play place (how the fuck do those little kids manage, I could barely breathe after running and jumping around for barely five minutes), squealing over mini donuts (I embarrass my friends to a certain extent), playing Heart Attack with UNO cards ("Green! Yellow! Red! Blue! Black! BLACK!!" /sobs), and joining the Zumba party that had me whining under the heat of the sun. It was pretty uneventful as opposed to past Academy days but I still had my fun. I'm so tired right now though.
• I went to get my EXO headphones today! Yayyy!! My friend, KC, went with me and I now have new posters to put up. I'm officially going broke.

a few things:

• I've got exactly one day left before this so called break ends and all I want is Chapter 29 of Zodiac. I need to know if Kyungsoo's plan will succeed and if they can actually take down the Fire Nation.
• I've got so much love for the series I mean I spent almost 8 straight hours reading 21 chapters last summer. Epitome of something you can't put down once you've started reading it. This is the real fandom classic (even though it's still ongoing).
• Last night, I felt sort of sad for no particular reason so I succumbed to retail therapy. I visited an online kpop shop just scanning through their items for sale when I chanced upon a poster of Sehun that I've really wanted for a long time now. Lucky thing it was still available! Funny thing is that when I finally sent in my order form, they told me that the Sehun poster I had my eye on was actually part of a pack of posters and in order for me to purchase it, I HAD TO BUY THE ENTIRE FREAKING PACK. Goodness what am I going to do with 10 Sehun posters??? But against my better judgment, I went out and said that I would buy the pack because I just need to have that poster of him. So after telling them that I was willing to buy the pack, I asked, "Do you have Kyungsoo posters too?" and they replied me with "Nope but we have Sehun postcards." I FROWNED AT MY LAPTOP. Seriously I did. I ask for Kyungsoo posters and you offer me Sehun postcards??? NO ME GUSTA
• "I'm sorry but Sehun's not even my bias. Please notify me when you have available Kyungsoo/Kai merch. Thank you."
• I've also been meaning to buy a pair of headphones for awhile now so I ordered a set of EXO custom designed headphones as well. Adios, Christmas money.

a few things:

• Cards Out was last Monday and I almost got down on my knees when I saw the H2 mark on my card. I wasn't even hoping on getting an H3 but an H2??? When it was a really shitty quarter for me????? When I was on the brink of failing my Math exam?????
• The world works in strange ways but thank you, Lord, that I managed to maintain my honor streak. My grades decreased by an awful lot but I am still so relieved. Just so fucking relieved.
• "JAN, I STILL HAVE AN HONOR!!!" "Gaga, of course! What did you expect?" Glad to know Janina believes in me even though I don't believe in myself. ahuhu lub you
• I'm starting to talk about college with my friends again and it's making me all riled up and frustrated and nervous and excited and just generally overwhelmed. My mother really wants me to take up Law after Creative Writing, which isn't a bad compensation for letting me take up the course that I really want, but I don't know if I'm cut out for it. Being a lawyer has never been in my plans and it's quite interesting but I'm scared. It seems like a really competitive, cutthroat world.
  

a few things:

• This post should be called "Lamentations" instead because hoo boy get ready for a lot of whining and complaining and the occasional my-life-sucks between the lines.
• Exams are done but I feel like I'm still on the losing end. All I feel is tired. All I want to do is sleep. All I want is some fucking comfort chocolate. Yet here I am, blogging about my woes because what else can I do?
• I royally messed up my Math exam. I wouldn't be so hung up over this if my quizzes and long tests were high. Sadly, they were not. Goodbye, honor roll. 
• THERE IS NO HOPE FOR MY FUTURE.
• Last quarter, I cried because of Physics. Today, I cried because of Math. Why do they always save my worst subjects for last?
• On another note, two quarters down, two more to go. I can hardly wait to just get it over with.

a few things:

• September's going to be one busy month, I can feel it in my bones. I wonder how I'm going to live after the concert because schoolwork is piling up like a huge dump of trash  and there are deadlines to meet and I have an inkling that next week is long test week and there are projects and photo essays and song adaptations and research papers and and and aaaaaaaaah fucking shit
• FOUR MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!!! (sorry I have feelings ;_______;)
• I would like to take this opportunity to thank everyone who bought my cookies. You have helped provide funds for the foundation that I have set up, the "Help Chryss Earn Concert Merch Funds Hurrah" foundation. I managed to earn almost 1.3k in two weeks because of your help. I love you all huhuhuhuhu (especially to those who bought five-ten cookies, you guys know who you are and you're all wonderful)

a few things:

• I'm back to posting poems again and it's a bit overwhelming, like raw emotions are waking up inside the darkest cities within me. I've never really stopped writing poems, I've just been keeping them in my drawer because they were a bit too shy for the world. I'm happy they're starting to see the light of day again. They need to breathe as well.
• "Chryss, I remember when you used to talk about how much you hated or love-hated EXO and now you're going to their concert." Story of my life right now summed up in a single sentence by the one and only Janina Camon.
• SHINee is my number one priority though. 
• Speaking of the concert, I know I'm not the only one who finds it incredibly unfair that there are 100 Press Con passes up for grabs for SVIP ticket holders and only 30 passes for VIP Diamond ticket holders when in fact, we paid for the same price. This is injustice in our part. I was fucking pissed when I learned about this last night. What's making me angrier is that SVIP ticket holders have perks. What about us???

a few things:

• Intramurals is fast approaching and my only sport is Scrabble. I used to be pretty athletic - I had swimming lessons every summer, I played Badminton during my spare time, and I was on the Track and Field team before our school decided to eliminate it. Now, all I have to do during Intrams is move tiles with letters on them and try to form words. Weehoo.
• I chose 88 as my athlete number and Joy went ahead and picked 89 as hers so that it would be """fun""" for the both of us. Imagine the two of us walking around with our athlete numbers. 
• Why am I best friends with a moron? Oh right, because I'm a moron as well.
• Wow, did I just call the possible batch valedictorian a moron? Teeheeheehee.

a few things:

• Let the first thing on this post be a mandatory "EXO WON!!!" exclamation because the boys deserve all the wins and all the awards and all the good things in life. (Yes, even Oh Sehun and Kim Jongin)
• Everyone cried. I was wailing.
• I am reading four books at the moment. F O U R. Whenever I get tired of one book, I jump to the another. A bit insane, I know, but my attention span is close to non-existent right now what with all the things I have to do and not having enough time for all of them. I'm slightly going mad and I try to lose myself in the pages of the books hoping that I'll be able to find myself again at the end of every chapter. It's a nice distraction and it's kind of working. Sort of.
• BUT WHY AM I READING FOUR BOOKS WHEN I HAVE A SHIT TON OF HOMEWORK AND COLLEGE APPLICATION FORMS TO FILL OUT??? Someone slap some sense into me oh my god.
• On a brighter note, because I am so preoccupied with school, I tend to forget about all the things that usually bring me down, all the emotional bullshit I experienced this past summer. Except that I'm being bombarded with a new load of problems that are just as bad, if not worse.
• My sunflowers are wilting because the rainy season is here. 
• WHEN WILL THINGS LOOK UP???

a few things:

• Wow, I haven't posted one of these in ages. How are you guys?
• I actually don't know where I stand with myself at the moment. Everything is either too much to take or I'm left longing and wanting for more. This has been the most horrible summer ever. Waves of loneliness engulfing me in tidal waves until I feel like spiraling out of control, morning depression that makes me feel deader than dead during the first few moments of waking up, and overwhelming anxiety about practically everything that's going on in my life.
• I didn't sign up for this shit. 
• School in eleven days. I can't believe I'm having a countdown but I actually just want things over with already. I want school to hurry up so I can fast-forward to my life outside the walls and hallways of St. Scholastica's Academy. Yeah, I've met so many wonderful and amazing people and I have so many memories to keep but I feel so trapped there. I don't want to feel trapped, I want the world.

a few things:

• I lied. I cried. A lot.
• I am so sorry to the anon on my qooh asking for a k-indie playlist. I'll try to make one as soon as possible, bby. I'm a mess right now.
• Life has not been okay to me these past few weeks and I just wish it'd lighten my load but no, once a problem unveils itself, more problems follow and I feel like I'm going to reach my breaking point soon. Like, really really soon.
• I actually want to talk about Taemin and Naeun on We Got Married but someone sent in a question regarding that for my 2nd vlog so I'm going to have to save my thoughts for later. Speaking of vlog, send in your questions? I need five more! (just click here)
• It's 11pm and I'm reminiscing my days as a Pokemon trainer. I was 9 when I started playing it on my GameBoy and DS and during my first ever battle, I chose Torchic when I should've chosen Mudkip because the second best water pokemon in the Ruby, Sapphire, and Emerald versions was Gyarados and before I could have Gyarados, I had to catch Magikarp first and let it evolve and well, MAGIKARP IS REALLY FRUSTRATING AND NOT TO MENTION UNDENIABLY USELESS so sobs I had to divide the experience share between my main pokemon and Magikarp and I was all, "WHY WON'T YOU JUST EVOLVE ALREADY SO WE CAN KICK SOME FIRE POKEMONS' ASSES!!!" And if any of you are judging me for choosing Torchic instead of Mudkip, well I was 9 and I liked cute things and Torchic was cute but hey Mudkip was cute too but still, Torchic was cuter and I'm rambling right now oh god
• You know I have it bad when I start rambling like a stupid idiot.
• On another note, I miss playing Harvest Moon and Cooking Mama.
• /GOES OFF TO SEARCH FOR NEGLECTED DS
• Can you tell how much of a dork I am? Sigh.

a few things:

• Summer's here but a part of me's elsewhere, I have an inkling I left it somewhere in III-St. Clare.
• I haven't been writing much lately and it's actually affecting me a lot. Writing is supposed to come as easily as breathing, as naturally as sleeping, as innately as being human. But even though my writing hiatus is bothering me, I don't want to force myself to write. Whenever I do, nothing worth sharing ever protrudes from the roots of my mind. 
• I'm always alone in the house right now. I don't know if I like it or not because it can get unbearably lonely but the solitude is nice as well. I am very conflicted with my feelings at the moment.
• Oh, right, I promised you guys spoken word poetry, right? Don't worry, I'm working on it :)
• I told myself during exams week that I'll catch up with SHINee's promotions once it's summer already but I feel like punching myself in the gut right now because what I've been doing the past few days is the complete opposite of that. I've been having a Shut Up Flower Boy Band marathon with my sister and I've been baking and doing other things not SHINee-related (like watching fancams of Kyungoo huhuhu lemme sob). I felt extremely guilty so I'm downloading the Wonderful Day episodes that I haven't watched yet. I don't know when I'll be able to watch these but hopefully soon. And I also have to watch their performance on Sketchbook (I love Sketchbook, it's such a great show) and their appearances on the Beatles Code and Hello. Oh god, when will I have the time for all of these?

a few things:

• I am already attached to this new baby laptop of mine. Here's to rough drafts during late nights and sloppy poetry in the early hours of the morning.
• The weather has been very lovely these past few weeks - windy with a chance of rain. Whenever it's sunny out, the atmosphere's still the kind of cold I'm accustomed to and it's just nice. I hope the weather stays like this for a long time. 
• Writing has become a bit like breathing. It comes to me just as naturally and I need it to live, to survive. I don't know the person I'd be if I didn't have writing as my most trusted outlet. I'd probably be more of a lost bunny than I already am at the moment.
• Haven't you ever thought that the things that make sense in this world maybe don't really make sense at all? I mean, who was pretentious enough to dictate which things were to be considered nonsensical and which things were to fall under the category of norm? How sure are we that all the terms and all the things we study that are considered 'facts of life' are enough proof of the supposed intelligence that we, the human race, have acquired over the course of our existence?  And how come we just believe whatever piece of knowledge they throw at us?
• The world is all sorts of strange but its inhabitants are infinitely stranger.
• Human beings are so beautiful, you know? With all our faults and all our imperfections and all the empty spaces waiting to be filled up. I wonder why I always seem to be in constant doubt and apprehension but then I've realized that it can only mean I'm human and as a living, breathing human being, this is inevitable. I am human and I am beautiful. And so are you.

a few things:

• Cotillion practices here and there have been draining the life out of me. Although the steps are rather simple (a little waltz here, a little box step there, sway, sway, and slow, slow, quick, quick, pause - "jut out your elbows while holding your partners!"), the hour-ride home makes my bones tired.
• I'm succumbing to the grip of everyday life.
• On a lighter note, I received my grades today and they're higher than I expected them to be! No line of 8 and a .2 away from an average of 93. Hope I'll be able to do much better this quarter. Fingers crossed.
• Last Wednesday, I found a pen on the 7th (8th?) step of the stairs leading to the 2nd floor of the High School Building. I quite like it. Sorry I'm not sorry, original owner but it's mine now.
• I am not a writer by definition. I am simply a girl with too many thoughts and the ability and the choice to transform them into words.

a few things:

• It's officially my Christmas break (actually, my break started 2 days ago) and I plan to spend as much time as possible reading beautiful fan fabrication and writing some of my own as well. I haven't written a proper fanfic in 6 months and I got rusty but I'm submitting a drabble and a one-shot to SFI's writing contest and I dearly hope I win because the prize is a set of SHINee socks. I love socks, what more if they've got my favorite idiots' faces on them? Now, that is something I definitely want for Christmas.
• Well, after our school's Christmas party (btw Natasha, my partner in crime when it comes to fangirling, gave me cupcakes with cute dedications on the box ;__; I luff her so much), I went to SM (in my country, it's a mall and not a famous Korean entertainment company) to buy myself some milk tea because I was craving and milk tea cravings are never good because I get really irritated with everything whenever I don't get my milk tea fix...but I digress. After I bought milk tea, I went to the mall's food court to spend some alone time with myself because I like being alone and I was finishing a part of the fanfic I was reading the previous night when I suddenly hear "Careless, careless, shoot anonymous, anonymous" and I went from -__- to O___O because did I just hear MAMA being played or did I just hear MAMA being played??? I scanned my neighbors until my eyes landed on a girl in her mid-twenties with a smartphone in her hands, mouthing the words to the same song I sing in the shower whenever I'm hyper during rare mornings. And then I just sort of started staring incredulously at her because it's not everyday I hear EXO's song being blasted in a food court. There are a lot of Korean pop fans here in my country but it's unusual to find one in my province. And then I just sort of laughed to myself because she was a noona fan and I really wanted to approach her because I've never talked to a noona fan of EXO's before but I was quite intimated because she was heaps older than me and there I was, in my school uniform, looking like a lost child (or an awkward potato). After playing a two more songs (History and What is Love), she up and left. It was a nice experience.

• You've got me running around in circles and I'm getting tired of trying to chase the wind. You've got actions that practically scream, "I like you, Chryss!" while half the time, your indifference makes my heart swell with something like hurt.
• Way to go, feelings.
• But then again, I'm a maze and you've got no sense of direction and if we try finding each other, we'll both be left hanging. I'm shrouded with mystery and you're shrouded with security and the both of us...the both of us will never work out even if we really wanted to.
• In which Chryss talks about liking a boy who may or may not like her back so she decides to call it quits and instead, chooses to focus on her Korean idiots because it's better this way. This way, she doesn't get attached and this way, she won't end up getting hurt.
•  But what am I talking about? Loving SHINee and EXO still hurts. Pwahahahahahaha ha hahaha :(
•  I'm starting to hate it whenever people ask me for cuddles and this is actually alarming because I love cuddles. Now, I'm just like, "No. Go away."
• You're like a little spitfire, yet so vulnerable. You drag everyone down with your overwhelming sadness and anxiety, making everyone feel like shit. I wonder why I even put up with you.
• I am so done with people pretending. What do you get from trying to be someone you're not? You just end up losing yourself in the way.
• Pain. I love pain. Pain makes you feel alive, makes you feel human. It's weird how pain slowly kills you but makes you feel so damn alive. (It also comes in handy when you're in deep need of inspiration.)
• Drowning my sorrows in iced vanilla lattes because what else can I do?
• Oh, you. Ignore me all you want. Lately, that's all you've been good at. Turning a blind eye until you need me to talk to. You only remember me when you need a shoulder to cry on, huh? Okay, I see how it is.
• Sometimes, I feel like I'm stepping into a battlefield full of hidden land mines whenever I spend time with ultra-sensitive people. One wrong word and they'll explode. 
• I hope you drown in your sea of hateful words.
• Letting someone finish what they're saying before voicing out your own thoughts doesn't only show that you respect other people, it shows that you're a decent human being. You, sir, are an asshole.
• Know what? I'm done with people copying me, copying my interests, copying my obsessions. If you choose to copy me, just don't let me know or find out because I will probably start disliking your everything. Just saying. I should be flattered, really, but no, just...no.
• We like the ruined ones because we see ourselves in them.
• As usual, I like knowing what you think.

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a few things:

• I'm not the kind of person people fall in love with and that's a good thing actually, because I'm not a good person to fall in love with. Anonymous person from Tumblr, if you're reading this, I hope it's not too late. I push people away. Seriously.
• I really think I'm destined to be lonely. I always feel somewhat detached from people, even those I deem closest to my heart. I don't exactly know why but I think it has something to do with my incredibly low self-esteem. Or maybe I just really like pushing people away because I don't like getting attached because getting attached leads you to getting hurt in the end.
• Whatever, feelings.
• Sometimes, because of you guys, I feel like I have my own set of clones. I should be flattered really but I'm...not. Ugh, never mind. Do what you guys want to do. I'll just sit here and try to ignore all of you.
• I'm not sure about what I want anymore and this is scaring the shit out of me because I used to be such an independent-minded person, strong in my beliefs and I had this sort of silly mindset that all my dreams and aspirations were going to come true just as long as I set my heart and mind into attaining them. But then, reality decides to slap you in the face, telling you to wake up, and suddenly things are not as they seemed anymore. You're left wondering if you've been living a lie and you feel like wanting to die although not really.
• I feel like wanting to die although not really. Maybe I just want to stop living.
• Someday, I will feel the infinity of Seoul between the spaces of my fingertips. Someday, it'll be my turn to be someone special. Someday, I'll prove you all wrong in your lack of confidence in me. But for now, I'll just have to wait and see how things turn out.
• Everybody's just a pile of memories and stories finished and unfinished, complete with open endings and hanging paragraphs that have yet to be filled out.
• I don't make much sense, do I?
• I hate you and I love you and it's slowly killing my insides.
• When you think about it, I mean really think about it, it's weird how everybody has their own idea of perfection. What seems perfect to one person isn't to another. Doesn't that make it imperfect then? 
• I love you, little weirdos.
• A cat jumped on the roof last night when I was reading a creepy Kaisoo fanfic. Just felt like sharing because it was funny when it happened although it sounds completely redundant at the moment.
• I love cats. I think I was a cat in my past life.
• Meow.
• And here goes the ever-cliche saying, "I wonder if you think about me like I think about you." But who am I kidding? I'm not worthy enough to fill the spaces of your most intricate thoughts. I'm nowhere near your idea of 'special.' I'm not pretty, I'm an idiot, I can't even open a water bottle, and I'm boring and uninteresting. What's to think about?
• It's a lonely night tonight but I'm battling loneliness with a glass of cold melon milk and a Mars bar. As usual, I'm eating my feelings away. 
• But why do I still weigh only 40.5 kg? I eat whenever I have nothing to do which happens a lot. Body and metabolism, enlighten me please.
• I am torn between two loves. But that's not the real problem. The real problems are that they don't know of my existence, they call me "fan", and I can't even speak their native language. Do you see my dilemma?
• I still love Taemin the most.
• Math makes me feel stupid. 
• It's usually the quiet ones who notice things other people don't.
• I've got dreams of killing people. Teehee.
• We're not bound by life, we're bound by time. Every single living thing has an expiration date. Life has an expiration date. But time? Time never ceases to exist.
• I stopped caring, that's why. I'm never enough and you're never satisfied.
• I wonder if some people have a functional brain-to-mouth filter. Sometimes, the most stupid things come out of the mouths of the brightest minds.
• I love you all although not really.
• If you would like to send me a message, feel free to drop something in my ask box. I'll make sure to post and answer your questions here. Or you can always comment below.

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a few things:

• School tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!! kill me now
• OKAY GUYS IT'S OFFICIAL, I'M A FAN OF EXO NOW. SERIOUSLY, THEY MAKE ME HAPPY. I COUNTED IT AS A FLAW THOUGH.
• ;______;
• When I finally shamefully admitted it to my sister earlier this morning, she took one judgmental look at me and then ran around screaming, "TRAITOR!!!!
• I actually don't know what to say here but I also feel like I should say something because it's my last free day before I go back to school where everything hurts and I can't blog as often anymore because schoolwork and projects and long tests and planning for prom and hopelessness.
• Since last week, I've read a total of over 2k pages worth of EXO fanfics. I'm a monster.
• I ship Kaisoo, Hunhan, and Baekyeol. If you sail those ships too, we'll be the best of friends.
• Can't stop, won't stop.
• I don't know what to say anymore.
• Send me messages. I appreciate messages. Pleaseu.
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