a few things:

• Wow, I haven't posted one of these in ages. How are you guys?
• I actually don't know where I stand with myself at the moment. Everything is either too much to take or I'm left longing and wanting for more. This has been the most horrible summer ever. Waves of loneliness engulfing me in tidal waves until I feel like spiraling out of control, morning depression that makes me feel deader than dead during the first few moments of waking up, and overwhelming anxiety about practically everything that's going on in my life.
• I didn't sign up for this shit. 
• School in eleven days. I can't believe I'm having a countdown but I actually just want things over with already. I want school to hurry up so I can fast-forward to my life outside the walls and hallways of St. Scholastica's Academy. Yeah, I've met so many wonderful and amazing people and I have so many memories to keep but I feel so trapped there. I don't want to feel trapped, I want the world.
• People fucking leave.
• I wonder when I'm getting my hands on that XOXO album. How long does it take for goods to be shipped from Korea to the Philippines?
• Speaking of XOXO, I actually haven't listened to the leaked songs yet except for 365 and Wolf which were leaked some time ago. I am so tempted to listen to Baby, Don't Cry and My Lady and Black Pearl and Let Out the Beast (and well, basically everything) but I can't bring myself to click play. I just can't. I want to wait for the official comeback.
• Stay strong, Chryss. Don't give in to the temptation.
• BUT FUCKING SHIT I REALLY WANT TO LISTEN ;______________;
• I dearly hope they're releasing the music video today because I WILL BE OUT THE WHOLE DAY TOMORROW. Talk about bad timing. And I can't weasel my way out of this date with my mother because she'll just get mad at me for putting more importance towards EXO's MV instead of spending some quality time with her. It's not like that. Not at all. It's just that I've been waiting for so long and we can always reschedule? But damn, I don't want to hurt her feelings.
• Oh right, I recorded a video reaction of the MV teasers that were released yesterday and I'm still debating whether to post it or not. It's originally for my best friend's eyes only but we'll see.
• DO NOT ASK ME ABOUT THE PECK ON THE CHEEK. I already had a meltdown on Twitter last night u________u
• I had a review session with some of my friends yesterday and it was fun! Might post about it if I'm not too lazy orz
• Keeping this one short because my head is messy, messy, messy and I don't feel all that good.

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