a few things:

• This post should be called "Lamentations" instead because hoo boy get ready for a lot of whining and complaining and the occasional my-life-sucks between the lines.
• Exams are done but I feel like I'm still on the losing end. All I feel is tired. All I want to do is sleep. All I want is some fucking comfort chocolate. Yet here I am, blogging about my woes because what else can I do?
• I royally messed up my Math exam. I wouldn't be so hung up over this if my quizzes and long tests were high. Sadly, they were not. Goodbye, honor roll. 
• THERE IS NO HOPE FOR MY FUTURE.
• Last quarter, I cried because of Physics. Today, I cried because of Math. Why do they always save my worst subjects for last?
• On another note, two quarters down, two more to go. I can hardly wait to just get it over with.

• High School has shaped me into the person that I am today and I'm extremely thankful and grateful but while it has been some of the best years of my life, it also gave birth to a lot of unwanted memories and a lot of emotional pain. And not to mention the fact that I want to step out of my comfort zone and walk right into the real world, a world not bound by the rules of a Catholic institution run by nuns with iron fists.
• I am going to miss a lot of people though. Today, some of my friends and I started planning for our road trip to Dumaguete where we will be inquiring about the requirements needed to apply for Silliman University and we also plan to check the place out. While we were talking excitedly, I couldn't help but feel that everything is slowly turning bittersweet. I've had the same group of close-knit friends since 3rd grade (some even back from 1st grade) and it would be really sad to see us part our separate ways. 
• Among other things, I have been looking at photos of Sehun pouting for the past half hour and trying not to scratch the screen of our PC's monitor. Someone please tell me that this is a normal reaction to seeing a teenage Korean boy making adorable life-ruining faces. Please.
• I feel like the only one who hasn't watched Gravity yet and I REALLY WANT TO WATCH but no one wants to watch with me. I go to the movie theater every Saturday with my mother but she doesn't want to watch Gravity because she's scared. Ugh, I've been waiting months for this movie, who wants to watch with me??? :c
• Everyone is tired. sobs
• Honestly, I really want to sleep. I just...can't.
• Who wants to ship me a copy of Sparkling magazine? I already scoured the city last Saturday trying to look for a single copy, much to no avail. My province is currently out of stock because they sold faster than Sehun can say, "E-X-O". GDI
• I'll pay you and I will love you forever :(((((((((((((
• Masskara tomorrow! And Saturday! Yehey!
• I will just be there hanging out with friends in a coffee shop or idk whatever they have in mind, I'm just going to go with the flow. I feel like I'm the only one who's not even just mildly excited. I don't know if this is the effect of a week's worth of stocking my brain with information that I don't even want in my head but I'm just so fucking tired and fed up with everything.
• How do some people have multifandoms? I mean, I can barely keep up with two. Do you guys use sorcery? Witchcraft?? Magic potions???
• Praise the heavens SHINee's new album is all kinds of wonderful! Expect that I'll be dropping an album review sometime during my health break! ; u ;
• Speaking of health break... I'm so glad I actually have things planned other than eat, sleep, read, blog and repeat. I don't want to be a lazy bum all my life.
• PLEASE VOTE FOR SHINee, THEY'RE LOSING TO EXO.
• I am so sorry but I am fiercely loyal to my ot5.
• Actually, on second thought, a nap sounds good right now. Or maybe I'll just roll around in my bed and read fics.

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