a few things:

• I've got exactly one day left before this so called break ends and all I want is Chapter 29 of Zodiac. I need to know if Kyungsoo's plan will succeed and if they can actually take down the Fire Nation.
• I've got so much love for the series I mean I spent almost 8 straight hours reading 21 chapters last summer. Epitome of something you can't put down once you've started reading it. This is the real fandom classic (even though it's still ongoing).
• Last night, I felt sort of sad for no particular reason so I succumbed to retail therapy. I visited an online kpop shop just scanning through their items for sale when I chanced upon a poster of Sehun that I've really wanted for a long time now. Lucky thing it was still available! Funny thing is that when I finally sent in my order form, they told me that the Sehun poster I had my eye on was actually part of a pack of posters and in order for me to purchase it, I HAD TO BUY THE ENTIRE FREAKING PACK. Goodness what am I going to do with 10 Sehun posters??? But against my better judgment, I went out and said that I would buy the pack because I just need to have that poster of him. So after telling them that I was willing to buy the pack, I asked, "Do you have Kyungsoo posters too?" and they replied me with "Nope but we have Sehun postcards." I FROWNED AT MY LAPTOP. Seriously I did. I ask for Kyungsoo posters and you offer me Sehun postcards??? NO ME GUSTA
• "I'm sorry but Sehun's not even my bias. Please notify me when you have available Kyungsoo/Kai merch. Thank you."
• I've also been meaning to buy a pair of headphones for awhile now so I ordered a set of EXO custom designed headphones as well. Adios, Christmas money.
• Speaking of EXO, they seem to be following me everywhere I go. During a musical fireworks show last January 1, my family and I coincidentally sat next to a booth selling unofficial EXO merch. I took it as a sign that ot12 will be following me everywhere I go this year. My wallet is weeping. 
• I HATE EXO'S SHOWTIME WITH THE FIERY PASSION OF A THOUSAND SUICIDAL SUNS. IT IS THE WORST THING EVER. IT GIVES ME SO MUCH PAIN AND I CAN'T EVEN GO A MINUTE WITHOUT PUNCHING MY PILLOW AND WAILING. SO. MUCH. PAIN
• (and I have always been a masochist so I always reply the most painful parts) ((aka the parts in which Kyungsoo's being a violent adorable motherfucker, Jongin smiles like he's the happiest teenager on Earth, and Sehun's being a cute little shit)) (((WHY DOES EXO EXIST GDI)))
• I either type like a madwoman or a calm, cool, collected Catholic schoolgirl and there is no in between. How do my friends who follow me on my private twitter bear with me? I am seriously perplexed. And extremely grateful. I lub you guys *huggie wuggies*
• I honestly get disheartened by the thought of college whenever my mother starts crying about me leaving her behind. Right now, I am torn between excitement and overbearing anxiety.
• I miss my best friends :(
• WAIT SCHOOL IS A DAY AWAY RUN TO THE HILLS AS FAST AS YOU CAN
• I hate Math. I can't understand Physics. Filipino drains the life out of me. Exams are looming and I haven't studied a thing. Good luck to me (and to everyone else tbh).
• Less than three months to go, Seniors. Less. than. three. months.
• I WANT TO TAKE A LOT OF PEOPLE WITH ME TO COLLEGE YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME I'VE BEEN FRIENDS WITH SOME OF YOU FOR TEN/ELEVEN YEARS NOW YOU'RE ALL SPESHUL IN MY HEART NOOOOooOOOOOooooOOOOO
• I want mashed potatoes. I want to get another haircut. I want to cuddle with someone and tell knock knock jokes. I want I want I want
• But you can't have everything you want in life.
• Badum-tsssssss.
• Life lessons 101 with Chryss the bunny.
• Okay, I think it's time to learn 10 songs on the guitar for Music class now. I love you all.