a few things:

• It's 4 in the afternoon but here I am eating my super late lunch that consists of instant noodles and potato chips. Whenever I'm all alone in the house, I end up eating unhealthy food.
• Today was my very last Academy Day with my alma mater. Spent the day losing my shit at the Bounce Bounce play place (how the fuck do those little kids manage, I could barely breathe after running and jumping around for barely five minutes), squealing over mini donuts (I embarrass my friends to a certain extent), playing Heart Attack with UNO cards ("Green! Yellow! Red! Blue! Black! BLACK!!" /sobs), and joining the Zumba party that had me whining under the heat of the sun. It was pretty uneventful as opposed to past Academy days but I still had my fun. I'm so tired right now though.
• I went to get my EXO headphones today! Yayyy!! My friend, KC, went with me and I now have new posters to put up. I'm officially going broke.
• I'm going to a party later tonight, an honest-to-goodness party with drinks and DJs and lots of things I'm not exactly comfortable with but I'm willing to give it a try because I don't want to be a noob when it comes to these kinds of things. Also, I want to spend some time with Janina. And I may have made a deal with Mariel that I don't think I can back away from (Lord, help me).
• School work and assignments are piling up like unwanted building blocks that I want to smash with my little fists and then watch my knuckles bleed because maybe then, everything might feel worth it.
• I want to have a Studio Ghibli marathon with someone because Hayao Miyazaki's films never fail to lift my spirits up. My sister is the perfect candidate because she's the one who influenced me but I only get to see her a few hours each week due to her immense workload and graveyard shifts. But then again, I can't even find time to watch the latest EXO Showtime episode and finish everything that I have to do. But here I am. Here I am always.
• I gave away four Sehun posters two weeks ago. I felt so free.
• I am no longer the person I once knew and I am also no longer the person I wanted to become. And truthfully, I don't really know who I am anymore.
• Up to now, it still amazes me whenever people tell me things I don't think about myself often. I don't think I'm amazing, I don't think my mind is brilliant, I don't think I'm fascinating. I'm so plain white bread it hurts. But how come strangers seem to think differently? How come strangers can manage to conjure up this version of Chryss in their heads whom I personally think is non-existent. Because whenever I look in the mirror, all I see is a little girl. A little girl who's a bit insecure, a lot afraid.
• Yixing is the biggest sweetheart ever. I'm sorry but if you know who Yixing is and you don't like him, we can't be friends. Not liking Yixing is similar to not liking kindness.
• I don't know why I'm not easily swayed by rookie groups. I really do try listening to their songs but they're just kind of ... eh idk. They talk-sing a lot? Or maybe I'm just not listening to the right songs?? Anyone wanna give me suggestions/good songs by rookie groups to listen to??? I'm in need of fresh music.
• And I really do mean I am in need of fresh music because I keep downloading remixes of songs I've listened to countless of times already. I am in that kind of need. 
• I have a deep fondness for kpop songs that do not have obnoxious rap breaks, just wanna let you know. For example, EXO's Don't Go, f(x)'s No More, and Super Junior's Sunflower. I also like songs ala B1A4's Ok, Infinite's In Summer, and SHINee's One For Me. 
• Most importantly, kpop songs that sound like they're k-indie are gold to me lmao 
• JAPANESE SONGS ARE VERY WELCOME AS WELL
• My mother wants me to take up an online summer job and I'm like SURE WHY NOT THIS WILL HELP INCREASE MY NOW NON-EXISTENT CONCERT FUNDS

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