a few things:

• Let the first thing on this post be a mandatory "EXO WON!!!" exclamation because the boys deserve all the wins and all the awards and all the good things in life. (Yes, even Oh Sehun and Kim Jongin)
• Everyone cried. I was wailing.
• I am reading four books at the moment. F O U R. Whenever I get tired of one book, I jump to the another. A bit insane, I know, but my attention span is close to non-existent right now what with all the things I have to do and not having enough time for all of them. I'm slightly going mad and I try to lose myself in the pages of the books hoping that I'll be able to find myself again at the end of every chapter. It's a nice distraction and it's kind of working. Sort of.
• BUT WHY AM I READING FOUR BOOKS WHEN I HAVE A SHIT TON OF HOMEWORK AND COLLEGE APPLICATION FORMS TO FILL OUT??? Someone slap some sense into me oh my god.
• On a brighter note, because I am so preoccupied with school, I tend to forget about all the things that usually bring me down, all the emotional bullshit I experienced this past summer. Except that I'm being bombarded with a new load of problems that are just as bad, if not worse.
• My sunflowers are wilting because the rainy season is here. 
• WHEN WILL THINGS LOOK UP???