This is me with fandom: My MAMA 2012 Experience

I actually slept at an ungodly hour last night because I got home around 7:30 pm so I missed 1/3 of the show but thanks to Mnet's livestream of the whole event, I got to watch all the parts I missed.

Warning: Incoherent post.

1. When I arrived home from lolo's house, I immediately turned on the PC and searched for the livestream at the speed of light. I was well-aware that I had already missed a ton of stuff because some followers and friends of mine on Twitter were livetweeting the event for my sake and sanity (guys, if you're reading this, thank you so much!). I had missed the Red Carpet event, Epik High's performance, and most importantly, SHINee's winning Best Dance Performance (Male Group). I was all over the place, screaming and running around like a lunatic that my mom eventually sat by my side to see what all the ruckus was about.
2. I was eating my dinner when suddenly Han Yeseul said "EXO", "SHINee" and "performance" all in one sentence. I involuntarily shrieked and almost choked on my fried chicken and flailed around because guuuuuys! Two of my favorite groups at the moment performing together! I mean, come on now!!!!!
3. When EXO was performing MAMA (MAMA in MAMA ahrhr), I couldn't even think straight. I don't think I was even breathing properly. It came to a point that Mom asked for the household help to give me some water because I looked like I was going to pass out. At the screamo part (aka my favorite part), I was all "JUKGO JUGIGO SSAEUGO OECHIGO IGEON JEON JAENGI ANIYAAAAA" and my whole family gave me weird looks but I was too busy having fun by myself to care.
4. AND THEN THEY FUCKING DID MIROTIC. MIROTIC, GUYS, MIROTIIIIIIC. ~I GOT YOUUUuUUUUUuU UNDER MY SKIN~ ;________; I bet Exotic Cassies went crazy, especially with those hip thrusts. I pray for all your souls.
5. And then the Lucifer intro started playing and I was like, "Holy fucking shit, SHINee's going to perform Lucifer, someone hold me!!!" But noooo - EXO was still on stage and I was confused at first but then didn't give a flying fuck after 2 seconds and just started singing and dancing along (because I memorize the entire Lucifer song and dance muahahaha no shame).
6. AND THEN SHINee APPEARED AFTER THE FIRST CHORUS AND ALL HELL BROKE LOOSE. I STARTED SCREAMING LOUDER THAN EVER AND MOM STARTED SCREAMING ALONG WITH ME (she was so happy for me I guess, I don't really know with that woman) AND MY BROTHER STARTED SHOUTING "GAAAAAYS" AND MY OTHER BROTHER WAS LAUGHING AND THE WHOLE HOUSEHOLD WAS IN TOTAL CHAOS. MY BOYS HAVE ARRIVED AND THEY LOOKED AND SOUNDED SO FUCKING GOOD I WAS READY TO ROLL ON THE FLOOR AND CRY ;__________________;
7. And then they performed Sherlock and I was panting but still screaming and when I was chanting (screaming) the fanchants, my voice was so hoarse but I didn't even give two shits. I was all "SHINee's BACK! SHINee's BACK! SHINee's BACK! BACK BACK BACK! LEE TAEMIN, LEE JINKI, KIM JONGHYUN, KIM KIBUM, CHOI MINHO, SHERLOCK, BITNANEUN SHINee!" and my mom was like, "What is she saying? Was that Korean?" I memorize almost all of the fanchants by heart, okay. I love fanchants.
8. SHINee FOR BEST DANCE PERFORMANCE HELL TO THE YEAH THE SHERLOCK CHOREO IS FUCKING AMAZING!!! Also, the inclusion of Clue with Jonghyun's high notes literally gave me the chills. I loved it. I loved everything. What a way to show everyone that you guys deserve every award thrust in your way. God bless you, my boys.
9. And the rest of the show is a blur because I was just so happy that my favorite boys won and they all got to perform on one stage together. I'll start writing down some of my thoughts about the actual event now.
10. Epik High's performance was epic. It was so much fun to watch. It was beyond words. I love my KINGS.
11. I have never liked Gangname Style (I detest it actually, there) but it simply wouldn't make sense if PSY didn't get any awards. 
12. I'm just laughing at everyone complaining about Busker Busker winning the Male Rookie award instead of B.A.P/EXO. You ignorant fools, stop bashing on Busker Busker just because they're """"unknown""". They've had a really successful year for a korean indie band and deserve your fucking respect. Just because your precious opparrs didn't win doesn't mean you start hating on a group for such a stupid reason that's beyond their control.
13. And guess what? B.A.P. and EXO were disqualified because their fans cheated. I wonder how they're taking this. Imagine being disqualified because of your fans. 
14. I am relieved though that Mnet went out of their way to appease the fans. Making new awards as damage control was really wise of them.
15. Kind of tired and my brain feels drained so I'll stop here. I know there's so much more to tackle on like EXO's blinding white suits and awkwardness on the red carpet, Super Junior's and Big Bang's performances which I enjoyed very much, giving enough justice to Epik High's performance (Mithra would've rapped better without the mask on) and a whooooole lot of other stuff but I'm still prepping myself for my MV review of 1000 Years Always Be By My Side (it's such a mouthful) so I'll see you again next time. Bye.