There's been a wave of personal posts lately.

Hi, guys. I just got home from a grand family reunion and let's just say it was overwhelming in a way I can't describe. Overall, I didn't particularly enjoy myself but I had a little bit of fun in some parts. Maybe it's just because I don't really think of my dad's side of the family too well. I'm not close with anyone and it seems that I want it to stay like that. Forever.

Anyways, the late morning and afternoon in bullets:

• It was hot. Typical Philippine summer weather kind of hot in which you kind of want to punch everything around you and live in your refrigerator. I was fanning myself non-stop and even the air-condition didn't help. 
• The obligatory family mass was bearable. Since the two presiding priests were my cousins, I didn't have to pretend that I was interested because I was actually listening to the things they said and even laughed gleefully at some parts. Maybe because I could relate to what they were saying given that the things and punchlines said revolved around the family.
• Lunch was good. Mac 'n' Cheese, cheesecake, chocolate cake, and ice cream. Good thing Mom didn't see my plate or else I would've gotten an earful about my abusive daily sugar intake.
• And then the introductions rolled around. When my name was called, I just kind of stood awkwardly and didn't even look up once. And everybody laughed when they saw that I was taller than my sister, who is 11 years older than I am, and that we had the same hairstyle. The floor was still the most interesting sight to see.
• And then they made me in charge of the children's parlor games. Oh lord, when they called out my name, saying that I was to manage the screaming overexcited little children, I almost passed out. I absolutely have no tolerance for kids. Especially jumping kids who are high on Coke and chocolate cake. 
• It went well in the end though. I think the main reason why they cooperated with me well was because I looked like I was going to cry or something. They even lined up properly when I handed out the prizes to the winners. /proud
• I met a darling little girl who looked like a Precious Moments doll with her fair skin and 
• And then like typical Philippine bipolar weather, it started to drizzle so we had to transfer the games inside even though it was meant to be played outdoors. 'Twas okay though.
• Can I just say that adults making fools of themselves while playing kiddie parlor games was the highlight of the reunion? Boy, was it ridiculous but totally entertaining.
• After the games, the adults started singing some songs and then they wrapped the whole thing and everyone started drifting off, going back to their corresponding homes. Some people were from far, far away and some people were from even farther, farther away and had flights the following day so they wanted to rest and blah blah blah.
• So everyone went home. Hence this post.

I'm tired. Once my Star Golden Bell episodes with SHINee as guests finish downloading, I'm taking a nap and then laugh at the sense of humor of Koreans.

a few things:

• Onew's gorgeous face is everywhere on my Tumblr dashboard. Omg please stop the sudden influx of pictures or I am going to pack my bags and fly to Korea right now. I can't take it anymore. Sobs.
• During Earth Hour last night, Brother: "There's brownout every other day! There's your Earth Hour!" And the rest of my family didn't really care, stating it wouldn't make a difference if we turned off our lights or not. Mom even said something about thieves and that she wouldn't be able to survive a waking hour in darkness and we should be thankful we have electricity and enjoy it and blah blah blah. It got to the point that I just said to myself, "Ah, whatever. I'll just catch up on my reading list then."
• My family's ignorance dampened my spirit.
• I just found out that our derma consultation + the medicinal cream, lotion, soap, and ointment amounted to the same expense it would take me to buy a SHINee Sherlock Album with Poster plus a Sons of the Sun photo book which I've been lusting after these past few months. Aaaargh
• Anger issues.
• Because I do not give a fuck about the spots and scars on my legs. I don't care that I don't get to wear shorts or I'm all huddled up on the beach or I look like a freak every time I wear pants and the weather is outrageously hot. Would give up anything for SHINee.
• Apparently, my mother and I are not on the same level of thinking. She thinks it is vital I wear shorts and short dresses at this stage in my life because I will regret it when I grow older and have nothing more to flaunt.
• SOOOOOOOOOBS.
• WHY AM I BROKE WHEN I NEED MONEY THE MOST?
• By the way, I bought Cocktail Party by T.S. Eliot yesterday and the main reason why I bought it--you guessed it--is because it is by T.S. Eliot.
• And then I bought another book by an author I didn't know but it seemed interesting so, what the hell.
• "I wish it didn't feel so awkward to tell my parents that I love them."
• It is though. It is terribly awkward.
• I just realized that I dress similarly to Taemin when he's not in the hands of his stylist noonas. You know, whenever he's about and about and dressed in his most casual. We both often wear shirts with stripes, over-sized graphic tees, 3/4-sleeved shirts, and skinny jeans. Now all I need are some Doc Martens and I'll dress exactly like the pretty boy.
• I miss my friends but I am too lazy to get out of the house and I'm tired of the outside world. It's chaos out there. And not even the beautiful kind. Just plain chaos.
• 

3/22/12: Best day of summer yet.

Oh, how would I even begin to transcend yesterday's events properly into words? It was such an epic day. I hate using 'epic' as a word but I think it really fits.

• I was almost late for the movie because my mom wouldn't let me out of the house unless my sister was already home so I ended up leaving at 10:30am when I was supposed to leave at 10. My friends, as expected, were not happy so they left me and went to buy tickets while I roamed around the fountain area looking like a lost puppy until I took the initiative to go up to the movie theater and lo and behold, the line was super fucking long and I saw my friends somewhere in the middle.
• Julienne and I went to buy snacks at Taters and seriously, the only reason why we were so abrasive with our words was because we hold strong feelings for Gale. 
• The Hunger Games was okay. Seriously, that's the only word I have for it, 'okay'. But then again, I wasn't really expecting to be mind-blown. Jennifer Lawrence did a good job though, I'd give her at least this much. 
• Every time Gale went on screen, I wanted to cry. I STILL LOVE YOU, GALE.
• After the movie, we went to 31 Korea and ate ice cream. Then ordered 6 different rice balls: Pork BBQ,  Bibimbop,  Beef BBQ, Fried Kimchi, Chicken BBQ, and Kimchi. Lmao it was my friends' first Korean dining experience and they all called me "Kim Chi", their Korean tour guide and lol it was funny. Pictures, if anybody cares:

from left to right: Marielle, Joy, Me, and Janina. look at Marielle with her chinky eyes and Korean peace sign pose

from left to right: Marielle, Me, Janina, and Julienne. Marielle looks sleepy, I look incredibly Asian, and Joy's too pretty to be in the picture lol

• LMAO AFTERWARDS, I HEARD SHINee SINGING "Hello~ Hello~" AND IT TURNED OUT THEY WERE THE ONES FEATURED ON THE TV OUTSIDE THE RESTAURANT. I immediately jumped up from my chair and dashed outside and watched and soon after, my friends just followed me and we ended up sitting outside even though the heat was unbearable. Aw, it was so considerate of them. After Hello, Replay and then Lucifer came up. I started singing to the songs but then everybody told me to shut up. ehehe
• Marielle's interested in Jonghyun! oh, Mar.
• And then we sort of roamed around the mall listlessly, with nothing to do so went to People are People and started trying on random dresses and shirts and then Marielle tried on a bejeweled bra. Couldn't stop laughing.
• And then I started whining about how SHINee's Sherlock MV was probably released already and I didn't know that my friends would take it to heart. They started finding places in the mall where the WiFi was strong. We ended up at the FoodCourt and we still couldn't get through YouTube and I think I looked ready to cry because Marielle ASKED A RANDOM STRANGER IF WE COULD BORROW HIS LAPTOP BECAUSE IT WAS VERY VERY IMPORTANT. 
• I have the best friends.
• The stranger did allow us to use his laptop and I was so embarrassed but so incredibly grateful to my friends. The video wouldn't load but knowing that they'd do something crazy and spontaneous for me was very overwhelming, in a good way.
• Sigh.
• AND OMG THE VIDEO IS OUT OMG OMG OMG TAEMIN IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND JONGHYUN LOOKS SO GOOD AND ONEW IS SO CUTE AND KEY IS SO FIERCE WHILE MINHO IS HIS GORGEOUS SELF. 
• I'll make my review of the MV tomorrow because I'm too lazy right now. Mehehe.

a few things:

• I've got a pretty long cut on my right hand at the moment, about 2 and a half inches long. I got it from trying to break open my window last night, after stupidly locking my room and leaving the key on my bed. Dumb, I know. The attempt was a fail though. I had to take a bath without a towel and put on clothes even though my entire body was still wet. Ugh. 
• You know the cut was a bit deep and it still stings up to this moment. Whenever I exert too much effort on my right arm, I feel like it's being sliced even more widely and I want to shriek from the pain but my mom doesn't know and I have no plans on letting her know so I shut my mouth and scream inside instead.
• Aw I've waited so long for SHINee's comeback and I just hope it'll be as amazing as they opt it to be and that I won't be disappointed. But then again, those boys never give me a reason to be disappointed. 
• My mom wonders why I distance myself from people. More often than not, I muse over the same thing. It is just so hard to trust people sometimes. When they have what they want from you, they throw you away. You become useless to them. And even though you thought you had built a strong friendship, a strong relationship, a special closeness to that certain person, you feel as if all’s right with world but then to have everything just crumble into nothing…it hurts.
• That's why I'm not so prone into making new friends. Instead, I keep my old ones dear.
• I reached my breaking point last Tuesday night, when all priorities and deadlines and must-do's just piled up on top of me and when I was done with all of those, I was a drained heap of skin and soul and bones and I just wanted to break down and cry at that moment. Earlier that night, I managed to download all of Epik High's songs in English and since Map the Soul holds a very special place in my heart, I decided to listen to the worldwide version first before anything else and the first few words were so beautiful that immediately, the tears poured out with no restraint or warning whatsoever. I was familiar with the lyrics but hearing it for the first time was just overwhelming and the song as a whole is so lovely and beautiful and even though it made me feel lonely and sad, it was the beautiful kind of lonely and sad. 
• Cure to stress = Epik High.
• Everybody knows but nobody really knows.
• Incident with Mom awhile ago:

Me: MOMMY, THEY'RE BACK!!!
Mom: *curses* YOU SCARED ME! (My screaming was quite loud.) WHO'S BACK?
Me: My boys! They're back!
Mom: SHINee?
Me: Yes!
Mom: No!
Me: What?
Mom: No! You'll be spending my money on those albums again.
Me: But you love me!
Mom: But you love them more!
Me: Hey, that's not true!
Mom: I hate Taemin! Tell him that your wedding is cancelled! (exact words)
Me: /spews gibberish/

• No class tomorrow. But the world is kind of twisted because we needed this day off sometime during the middle of the week more than anything else, what with meeting deadlines and other educational shit. And now there's nothing else to do. Life should get a life.
• 
  

a few things:

• Just finished watching EXO's 'What is Love' music video. The beat is a little unusual, but the singing is superb, dance steps were a little too simple in the sense that I know they can do so much better. Overall, it was pretty good for debut video and I have so much hope for this group. Everyone looks insanely gorgeous and even though I don't think they'll surpass their sunbaenims, they'll shine in their own way. Also, all throughout the video I kept trying to distinguish Jino but I couldn't spot him. Where is my little munchkin?
• People in Facebook should seriously stop sending me application requests. I DON'T FUCKING WANT TO PLAY THOSE STUPID GAMES, OKAY?
• I feel like rotting from so much anticipation and waiting for SHINee's concert schedule to be released. Why is it taking them so long to plan a fucking date?
• Ugh. This week has been nothing but hectic. Long tests, projects, practical tests, outputs, and everything else in between. As of the moment, we have 5 projects to tackle over the weekend. My group and I will meet up tomorrow for lunch, then off to watch Princess's volleyball game whilst planning for basically everything, then Melissa's house afterwards for the actual making of the projects. Lord, help us.
• School is so stupid and ironic I want to bitch-slap its face. If I like the teacher, I hate the subject. If I like the subject, I hate the teacher. And sometimes, I hate both the subject and the teacher. In school, everything hurts.
• Epik High, Epik High, Epik High.
• Smooth and smiling faces everywhere, but ruin in their eyes.
• I have a big hug for you waiting every time you need one. Please know that.
• When it's cold, it's really really ass-cold. When it's hot, it's really really you-feel-like-dying-kind-of-hot. When it just rained a couple of seconds ago, the sun's out sooner than you even deem possible and the atmosphere turns humid as fuck. Sometimes, the wind is really strong but the temperature is still so high you think you'd be able to fry an egg on the window. Welcome to the Philippines, where the weather is crazier than the people.
• "Those who don't understand your silence, will probably never understand your words."
• I don't know if people have noticed, but I realized last night that I've been getting quieter and quieter as the weeks go by. And I don't know why. I still talk, only not as much. Maybe it's because I'm running out of things to say or I'm running out of trust. Whichever the case, I hope it's for the best.
• I really don't get how some people can bash other fandoms. We're all fangirls. The things you spazz over might be annoying other people too. Stop being fucking elitists and just love your own interests without stepping over other people in the process. Anyways, what do you get from hating?
• SHINee, just fucking have your Korean comeback already. Do you not realize how long we've waited? ALMOST 2 YEARS. I don't want to have to watch you perform Lucifer over and over again. This is already the 3rd year that you keep on using that song for live perfs and it's getting on my nerves. Just...PLEASE.
• Eating my feelings away ;_;
• Sometimes, I wonder is people actually care, or they're just curious.
• People who like to write are different to those who don't. I'm not saying that we're more superior or that we're better or any of those arrogant shit. Just more sensitive, I guess.
• Sometimes, when I'm lying in bed, getting ready to sleep or just simply lying for the sake of lying, I think about death and I think about life and it seems that neither one appeals to me. 
• Daydreams can be dangerous because they make me hope for things I'll never have and sometimes, it makes me feel incredibly sad and feel like curling up and dying for no apparent reason, even though I don't want to.
• Most of the writers I know are weird hybrids. There’s a strong streak of egomania coupled with extreme shyness. Writing’s kind of like exhibitionism in private. And there’s also a strange loneliness, and a desire to have some kind of conversation with people, but not a real great ability to do it in person.

  —David Foster Wallace, 1996

A few things:

I absolutely love posting these.

• It's my best friend's birthday today ♥
• Yesterday afternoon was fun. Fries, hamburgers, ice cream, and two lovely friends. What more could I want in life?
• ^Lol a lot of stuff actually.
• Watching SHINee's Hello Baby episodes for the umpteenth time and still, it never gets old. So much love for these five boys it hurts </3
• I am officially broke. 
• I really need to start saving up for the concert.
• HUNGER STRIKE. mehehehehe
• I even started memorizing the fan chants.
• ~Noona neomo yeppeo, nicheo, replay, replay, replay~
• sobs
• I can't take this yearning and longing any longer. I need SHINee to breathe. They're like oxygen.
• Making a fool of myself.
• Who cares? I do what I want.
• Do you know how I feel? You know, when you love someone so much it actually hurts and you need your daily dose of them just so you can continue living? When practically everything they do is perfection in your eyes and you can't help but sometimes cry over their flawlessness and whenever you hear your favorite song of theirs, your heart swells in the most unnatural way yet it seems absolutely right, and you feel as if everything's right, that there's nothing wrong in the world and you have no regrets? That every night, your last thought is of them and in the morning, they're the first ones you think of and then you spend the whole day thinking about them and wondering what they're doing at the moment and you feel kind of sad because they're not within your reach and they're just so far away. But still, you cope with every single feeling you have for them because they make you think that life is still worth living, that even amidst all undertakings and shortcomings, you still survive each day, and it's all because of them. And you want to tell them all your thoughts, feelings, sentiments, everything, but you can't and it brings you down but it's okay because you know in your heart that somehow, they know they're special.
• Or maybe it's just me.
• Sigh.

Close your eyes

Just listen

And please don't cry

Education, Knowledge
I got something to say to my teachers
Genius is not the answer to all questions
It's the question to all answers

No title, just lyrics from Lesson One, Tablo's Word.

Past couple of days in bullets because school is wearing me out and my mind is not wired for proper blogging:

• Biology sucks.
• Yup, I'm always beat and dead tired in the evenings.
• Is the cold weather making a comeback? I want.
• Stupid math. Go solve your own problems. And take those quadratic equations with you.
• Exo's debut is tomorrow! Can't contain my excitement.
• Goofing off with Joy late this lunchtime. Ehehe.
• Louise unnie, one of my most beloved friends on Tumblr, deactivated her blog. It was not a happy moment. But I hope she's happy. Wait. I know she is.
• Decided to dedicate my Tumblr to Taemin. Sigh. And I'm just like, "He'll never see this!" "Who cares?" "I do!" "But you're happy, aren't you?" "Of course I am." "Then what the fuck is your problem?"
• I noticed that every time someone at home says 'school', I scrunch up my face and give them a pointed look.
• Can you sense my distaste for school?
• I miss home. All the time. Whenever I'm reading something irrelevant to my interests, solving a math question, listening to teachers drone on and on about topics that are as interesting as seeing grass grow, I think about all the things I normally do at home, trivial things like lounging on my bed, listening to music, sketching, eating Oreos for breakfast, I get so homesick it scares me. Agoraphobia taking over again.
• My life is a dull canvas of black and white with occasional splashes of color in the form of a Korean pop quintet, more famously known as SHINee.
• ^My life summed up in a single sentence. I have so much personality it hurts.

a few things:

You know, I only post this whenever there are a lot of things on my mind or sometimes, I want to post about a lot of stuff but I'm too lazy to do a proper blog post. Okay, here goes:

• TAEMIN KNOWS HOW TO PLAY THE GUITAR. ELECTRIC, TO BE SPECIFIC. OH MY GOOOOD. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO THINK AT THE MOMENT. BREATHE, CHRYSS, BREATHE. FUCKING BREEEEAAAATHE.
• That boy is going to be the death of me. I swear. Someday, my mom's gonna find me on the floor, dead, hugging Taemin's poster.
• I AM FUCKING JOKING. YOU SHOULD KNOW BY NOW TO NOT TAKE ME SERIOUSLY.
• Ugh. Why why why. How come I never knew about his skills? Is it just me? sobs WHY TAEMIN WHY
• AND YOU CHANGED YOUR HAIR BACK TO COPPER. 
• And so this is what I get by not going online for a day. Fuck you, Taemin.
• NO, I LOVE YOU OKAY. DONGSAENG LOVES YOU THE MOST. DON'T LISTEN TO DEM NOONAS. YOU ONLY HAVE ME, UNDERSTAND? ONLY MEEEEE.
• /crying.
• SHINee, just fucking have your comeback already. I miss your promotions, performances, and variety shows in Korea.
• SHINee in Korea > SHINee in Japan
• -end of stupid rant-
• One piece of toast for breakfast. Why do I even bother?
• Shit, it's 10 am already.
• Yesterday was fun. The musical fireworks show was amazing. I wanted to cry. ;_;
• Whenever the world was lighted up with pearlescent sky-blue fireworks that were the exact color of SHINee's, me = CONTAIN IT. BEHAVE. DON'T CRY. CONTROL YOURSELF. JUST BLOG ABOUT IT.
• Afterwards, we had to drive all the way to Bacolod to take my sister to work. McDonald's Drive-Thru ♥
• And then jamming to Korean indie rock music on the way back.
• In this sea of memories...I hope you drown.
• New Year's Eve was the best one yet.
• Happy New Year, by the way.
• The end is near. 
• And I mean the end of my Christmas vacation. 
• I fucking despise 'the world is ending' hype. 
• If I have personally offended you, then I'm sorry.
• It's just ridiculous. For me, anyway. To each his own?
• If there's one thing I want to improve with myself, I'd like to be able to draw well.
• And then 'be a better person' and all those other resolutions that never come true because the world is self-absorbed and selfish.
• Can you sense my distaste for resolutions?
• I dreamt of Kai last night. lol
• I think I was blubbering on about how he looked so much like Taemin but Taemin would still be #1 in my heart. I'm sure he couldn't understand me because he had a blank expression on his face and he kept giving side-way glances to a lamp. Oh, dear. A lamp is more interesting than me.
• SOBS 2 DAYS LEFT.
• "Why do people wait for a new year to change?" 
• ''New year, new me.'' Wow. 
• Things are not going to look up for you if you keep waiting for something big to happen just so you can change or turn away from bad habits. 
• So many readers from Russia. Hi! :)
• I was going to say something to you but I'm afraid I'll just become a bother. #mom
• Doing nothing after a long hard day of doing nothing. #meduringbreaks
• I am seriously one of the most inactive people I know. #fact
• "BUT I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE THE HOOOUUSE!" My reply every time someone asks me to go to the mall, or any other place 5 meters away from the vicinity of my home.
• I'm lousy, I know.
• And what I also know is that this has been a very pointless, very long, and very annoying post.
• Ehehe.
• :3

This post has so many tags! ehehe
Obviously, I amuse myself.

a few things:

If this turns out to be a lot of things, like what happened last time, I will have no regrets because I will basically pour out everything that's on my mind at the moment.

• You're frustrating. All these mysterious little hints are making my head ache. Stop it, please.
• Korean manhwas are underrated. Japanese mangas are really great, but can't people see that manhwas are every bit as good?
• We carry around in our heads these pictures of what our lives are supposed to look like, painted by the brush of our intentions. It's the great, deep secret of humanity that in the end none of our lives look the way we thought they would. We spend our lives building higher fences and stronger locks, when the gravest dangers are already inside.
• ^Excerpt from The Sunflower by Richard Paul Evans. I want to read it, for obvious reasons.
• So this new guy from EXO, the new group that's going to debut under SM Entertainment, is turning me on. New bias, here I come. 
• Pics of the new guy if you want: 1 2 3 
• Another pretty boy. His name's Lu Han.
• EXO, just fucking debut already. SM, go to hell.
• But my love for SHINee will never be overshadowed by a rookie group.
• I will be fucking pissed if SHINee will be given less attention by the management because of this new group. If said possibility will arise, motherfuckers prepare to die.
• Mom wants me to go with her to the mall again. She said we'll go watch a movie and shop and eat and bah. All I wanted to do today was sleep.
• The weather is lovely. It's nice feeling cold in the cold.
• I can't be around many people for a long a period of time. I need isolation, I crave it.
• Loving him, it makes me feel less lonely.
• ^That was taken from my previous post. I'm chanting it in my head like a mantra because I just realized that I love Taemin because of that exact reason. 
• Forever having a love-hate relationship with nostalgia. And insomnia.
• Let's get lost in Tokyo, Seoul, and Shinsekai.
• Sometimes, we forget who we really are.
• Your skills in writing are not defined by the words you use, it's the way you use the words.
• Dumbfuck.
• 2011 was a year full of false hope.
• Type 'let it snow' on Google. ~*Oh wow*~ Type 'let me have Taemin'...
• ...OH LOOK IT'S FUCKING NOTHING!
• Frustrations.
• Props to you for making my day miserable. Keep up the good work.
• Not happy/not sad.
• I won't deny the fact that some people are annoyed with the way I am.
• I'm sorry if I have an unhealthy obsession with a boy that's perfect and wonderful.
• I love the rain.
• You are living but nobody notices. To feel like a ghost wandering in the world. 
• Tsundere: a person who is initially cold and even hostile towards another person before gradually showing their warm side over time. This is me to most people.
• I'm quite good at keeping things to myself.
• What I tell you is not even half of what I hold inside.
• The human body is meant to live up to 190 years. We all die young.
• Everyday is yesterday.
• You're all brainwashed.
• I feel empty. I want something to make me feel alive.
• I've been getting more and more depressed these days. And sentimental.
• Don't be sad, don't be afraid.
• You feel like home. #taemin
• I'm not even joking. I'm serious. Taemin feels like home. To me. I know. It's ridiculous. Leave me be.
• "A person who dreams for a long time becomes similar to his/her dreams." -Taemin
• The boy can be deep and profound when he sheds his cute little maknae image.
• Yeah. My day, like any other day, belongs to Taemin.
• I guess realizing the reason why I love him makes me love him even more. 
• That doesn't make sense. But then again, my love for him doesn't make sense. 
• Heh.
• I’m afraid. / Of becoming a book that no one will read, / Of becoming a song that no one will listen, / Of being abandoned like a film in an empty theatre, / I’m afraid.

  —Tablo (“Expired,” from Fever’s End)

I am cranky and groggy as hell:

• Overslept. 13 hours of sleep = my mind not working like it should be.
• The title explains my situation at the moment.
• I didn't know it was the 24th already.
• I though it was Friday today.
• My mom wants me to go to the mall with her later this afternoon for some last-minute shopping and when I blatantly refused the offer, she started screaming at me. What a way to start the day.
• I still have to go with her.
• Ugh. This has to be the most shitty Christmas ever. I don't even think we'll be having Noche Buena this year. At least, not like how we used to hold it. Dad's gone, my sister has work, and usually, by this time, everybody's hustling to prepare all the food and getting things ready. Nothing's happening.
• Don't let me dampen your Christmas spirit. Have fun.
• Since I'm in an unusually foul mood today, I shall rant:

1. You're getting on my nerves.
2. NOBODY CARES.
3. You think the whole world revolves around you.
4. You're a selfish, inconsiderate bitch.
5. Stop copying me.
6. You seriously think that's funny?
7. Who do you think you are?
8. Oh, go die in a spitfire.
9. You suck.
10. Lazy-ass.

I am so mature today. All dedicated to 10 different people.

Happy Christmas, loves ♥

Today in bullets:

• PE was our first period in the morning and we played soccer (though we call it football over here). I was one of the strikers and after playing, my teacher went over to me and said that I was good. Being one who has never played football properly in my life before, I was pleasantly surprised and proud of myself. It's not everyday I hear a compliment about my athletic abilities. Even Kitkat, who is one of our star players, said I was good with handling the ball. Ehehe.
• They just told me about 10 minutes ago that my dog, who has been with me since I was 5, has died this afternoon. Honestly, I'm not so shocked about it because she was getting considerably weak these past few months. I know she was dead tired already, so right now, I'm just hoping she's in a happy place. Rest in peace, Wappy ♥
• Our blending for the Christmas Carol Presentation is really nice and I hope we could pull everything off. If we continue to cooperate and listen to Angel, I just know we can show a good performance. II-St Beatrice, please be considerate and do your best.
• MATH LONG TEST WAS A PIECE OF CAKE FOR THE FIRST TIME, LAWD I WAS SO HAPPY I FINISHED AND I'M CONFIDENT WITH MY ANSWERS. And I only studied for less than 15 minutes last night because I was so distracted with the probable-SHINee-concert-in-the-Philippines unconfirmed news. Haha.
• Made a list, "Reasons why I should attend the possible SWC Philippines," and I'm into reason #23. I need mooooooar.
• Today was a good day even though I was hungry most of the time. But then again, I'm always hungry.
• I'm  sad about the loss of my dog though. I hope wherever she is at the moment, she knows that I will always love her. Sigh.