it's happening, i'm finally starting to lose my shit again. there's a massive pile of school work to be done plus long tests and quizzes and personal responsibilities to boot. it doesn't help that my mom has a fucking curfew for me that i can't weasel my way out from because she doesn't understand that i need extra time to do all the things i need to. i'm trying to find a way out of this mess but i can't. i've got messages to be answered and i feel so bad for not replying to them. there are people i want to talk to but they're busy as well. my mother's been working overtime and when she comes home from work, it's either she's in a really bad mood or really tired and i have to play the part of the good daughter even if i'm on the brink of a meltdown as well. everything makes me want to cry at the drop of a hat. my fingers are itching to peel some fruits and vegetables which means i'm in deep water. i'm constantly at war with myself. i just need a little bit of love. and some freaking banana milk.
fighting! you can do this! go chryss!!
ReplyDeletei will bake you all the cookies in the world
Deleteyeah! what anon said!
ReplyDeletethe three of us should have a tea party together. you guys are too sweet for my life ugh I LOVE YOU BOTH
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