a few things:

• Crying because Onew.
• Crying because airport photos of Onew.
• Crying because Onew's hair.
• Crying because Onew's shyness.
• Crying because Onew's awkwardness in front of the cameras.
• Crying because Onew's smile.
• Cring beacause Onew's painfully gorgeous in an awkward way.
• Crying because Onew's face without shitloads of make-up.
• Crying because Onew's airport fashion.
• Crying because Onew's handling of his bag.
• Crying because Onew talking.
• Crying because Onew walking.
• Crying because Onew blinking.
• Crying because Onew breathing.
• Crying.

• Gago.

• Every little piece of him is beautiful omg
• So many flawless people on my dash today: Ikuta Toma, Kiko Mizuhara, Sen Mitsuji, Cho Kyuhyun, Matsumoto Jun, Kai, and of course, my 5 lovely shining sweetie poos.
• I really really really want Taemin's personal wardrobe. We like the same clothes and we even drink the same banana milk. I swear, this makes us ~*soulmates*~
• Sobs. Leave me alone to wallow in my pool of delusions and false hope.
• Airport photos of SHINee + Me = OTP
• No, of course not. My OT3 is Onew&Taemin + Chryss. Your argument is invalid.
• Sobs.
• Sorry. I'm not usually like this.
• I swear. I'm not.
• Just kidding. I'm a crazy fangirl.
• No really.
• Seriously. 
• H o n e s t l y.
• But you probably know that already.
• Hooraaaay
• You know I'm just hyper right now because I'm going school-shopping in a few hours and also meeting up with my mom's highschool BFFs4eva so I'm in a bit of a depressed state because this day is filled with the idea of school and I kind of just want to punch everything because of course I h8 skool and its halls and its lessons and its people and its hopelessness.

• We will definitely go to the Philippines, they said. We'll hold a concert, they said. You'll be able to hear us sing and watch us dance, they said.
• WAE YOU LIIIEEEE, I said.

• The pains of an international fangirl.

• There was a thunderstorm last night with lots of scary lightning. It lasted for about an hour and a half. It happened at around 1am. Can you imagine me all alone in my room listening to the crackling sound of lightning and the horrible rumbling of thunder and there were like 4 times when the lightning seemed to hit only a couple of streets away and the ground shook and then the electricity went off and I was so scared that the idea of going to my mom's room was so tempting yet another lightning would strike and I would be too afraid to even move, much less breathe. And the rain was also pelting down hard and those screams and wails inside my head probably thought that I was scared shitless enough already that they had the decency to back off because boy, I wanted to cry.
• It was such a frightening experience and I hope it never ever happens again.
• On a much lighter note, I read some really fluffy fics last night that would probably put a cute, snowy rabbit to shame. I wanted to eat all of them up and never let go because you know, fanfiction is the love of my life.
• It's not. I just really love it. But it's not. I'm the love of my life.
• ...
• What is wrong with my head today?
• Maybe I bumped my bedside wall earlier this morning...
• You know, this has got to be my stupidest 'a few things' post to date. And that's saying a lot because I happen to know my most stupid thoughts land on these.
• Oh well.
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