Yes, this deserves its own blog post

Warning: Incoherent post

So last night I had a dream with Jino in it so I woke up this morning with a boatload of Jino feelings and I started whining again about why SM Entertainment keeps on hiding my precious little munchkin because I have been painfully waiting for two years for them let Jino out of their dungeon (Sehun's graduation does not count). I mean, I JUST WANT TO HEAR HIM SING AGAIN. Jino has one of my favorite voices in the Korean pop industry (can I still call S.M. The Ballad a kpop group even when all they sing are ballads?...yes, I can) because it's so warm and rich and it's like hot chocolate in your ears. I don't even know what I'm saying at the moment because I'm sort of rambling all my feelings out but yeah, I have major serious issues with SM when it comes to my little munchkin. I mean, I WAS FUMING WITH ANGER AND ABSOLUTE LOATHING TOWARDS EXO WHEN I FOUND OUT THAT HE WASN'T IN THE LINE-UP. About 70% of my interest in the group went out the door when I couldn't find Jino in their official teaser pictures and I guess that's the main reason why I harbored so much hate on EXO last year (but haha, look at me now, they're my laptop's and phone's wallpapers ////sob////)

In which I ramble...

Mom just bought me a new handy-dandy laptop to replace my ancient one that got broken a few months ago. I was really sad when it bid me farewell because I had a lot of files stored in it and it's been with me since the 4th grade but then again, that ancient laptop won't even connect to the internet. This new one's a bit small but I like it just fine and I can finally (hopefully) write fan fiction again and I can watch variety shows and live performances in the comforts of my room because the PC is in the living room and anybody can see what I'm up to whenever I'm on the computer. Hooray for having high grades if this is what I get in return. 

Ugh.

I'm sorry if I'm like, 5 days late or some other shit, but I just knew that Jino is apparently not debuting in EXO a few moments ago and this is making me so furious at the moment I can't even think straight. Seriously, the one reason why I had so much hope and anticipated this group to a certain extent is because of Jino. I have been waiting for SM to let him out of his cave for a year and then I find out that they are not debuting him?

Bullshit.

Although maybe this is for the best. Maybe he's destined for greater things. Maybe him being in EXO wouldn't have worked at all. Whatever the case, I hope he's happy at the moment.

But still...ugh. A large chunk of my interest in the new group has vanished with him. This may be ridiculous but you don't know how much I want my little munchkin.