2.10.2012

a few things:

  • It's my school's patron saint, St. Scholastica's, feast day today. yaaaaaaaaay
  • -____-
  • People say I'm really easy to talk to...but that's only half-true. I can only be conversational if we actually have common ground and have things to talk about. If not, I'd be wishing for other things to do, like maybe, oh, watching grass grow or waiting for paint to dry.
  • "Almost everybody in the world listens to American music. But not everybody understands English. So why are people so shocked that we listen to Korean music even if we don’t understand Korean?"
  • Because they're blinded by what society thinks as 'cool' and what society labels as 'fucking gay'.
  • Frustrations. They eat you up and you feel like you want to implode into tiny little bits of warm flesh and blood.
  • Why do I keep on misspelling 'with' as 'wtih'? Ugh.
  • I know that I shouldn't get caught up in daydreaming but I can't help it. It's very beautiful over there.
  • Sobs violently.
  • Tell me, have you ever wanted someone so much that it hurts and you can't do anything about it but plot impossible fantasies in your head while thinking about how cruel and unfair life can be?
  • Sometimes, I'm only miserable because I tell myself to be miserable. It's like I want the world to look at me and feel sorry, like my sullen disposition would make them realize that I'm not truly happy inside and that this happy-go-lucky personality that I have is sometimes just for show. Because no, I'm not contented. No, I don't feel honest-to-goodness happiness that makes you look at the sky and be thankful for the stars that shine tonight. It's just a facade, because I'm trying to convince myself that despite all these things happening, they might just take a turn for the better. And even if I just want to bring a standstill on time when things go wrong, it feels like a slap in the face knowing that life goes on and stops for nobody.
  • Pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika
  • chu~
  • Placed that to clear off the negative air. ehehe
  • I've been getting these throbbing headaches since yesterday. They strike at different time intervals, yet they're just as painful.
  • Onew, get well soon my precious bunny! I miss you already sobs ;_;
  • I can't believe I'm downloading MBLAQ's Hello Baby Episode 1. I'm not even interested in the group. I just find the kids cute and well, I have too much free time in my hands at the moment. And Mir and his obsession with mangas is kind of endearing.
  • I don't have time to stan another group though. I have barely enough time with just one fandom lol
  • No matter how much you try to alter your words, I'll stand by what I heard and what I heard was the bitter truth.
  •  "You say that you love rain, but you open your umbrella when it rains. You say that you love the sun, but you find a shadow spot when the sun shines. You say that you love the wind, but you close your windows when wind blows. This is why I am afraid, you say that you love me too."
    —William Shakespeare
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