a few things:

• Imagine having the whole class sing you Happy Birthday and random people greeting you along the hallways when in truth, your real birthday's months away. It's been such a weird day.
• Doesn't anybody else notice how incredibly weird it is during sundown when the sky's in different hues and in one portion - it's pink, in another portion - it's azure, and in another portion - it's orange? I mean take a look at the world, it's incredibly weird yet it's incredibly beautiful as well. So don't get so down when someone says you're different, everybody's got something weird about them and sometimes, it's those quirks that make them beautiful. The whole world is weird.
• Am I making sense here? I hope so.
• I have temporarily lost the ability to write with reckless abandon. These days, I'm either tired and uninspired or stressed and unimpressed. It's enough to make me feel like I'm being eaten alive and sometimes, I feel like an alien in my own skin because writing's supposed to come as naturally to me as breathing. But these days, all I do is think, think, think.
• ...
• ...I'd like to see you try a bit harder?
• But that's just me.
• Well, I'm sorry if I don't like you. 

• Kyuhyun may have the perfect singing voice but I still prefer Yesung's voice over his because I've heard the both of them sing live and while Kyu's voice was fucking amazing, Yesung's was just something else entirely. It sent shivers down my spine. The good kind.
• But Onew's voice is still my favorite voice of all the voices. Coming in second is Kyungsoo's, and then Yesung's. Goodness, they're all from SM Entertainment.
• On another note, I'd like to live in the deep caverns of Onew's glorious collarbones. 
• Perfect prince. Cho Kyuhyun, I never thought you'd make me feel butterflies again after such a long time.
• Kyungsoo's so adorable I want to keep him in my pocket. I've been in a Kyungsoo state of mind tonight. (see what I did there)
• KAI, I WILL SERIOUSLY PUNCH YOU ON THE FACE. STOP BEING SO FUCKING ATTRACTIVE MY FRAGILE HEART UGH
• I will talk about Taemin now.
• MAXSTEP!!!!!!!! (but shit, Kai's in it too)
• ;__________________;
• No, but seriously, Taemin looks good with his new hair. He looks less of a girl and I guess that's a good thing...? 

• Health/Semestral Break starts on Wednesday next week and I'm just so glad to finally have a much-needed break from school because school's been so draining and stressful lately and if it were tangible, I would have burned it and had it sent to the pits of Tartarus already.
• Masskara Festival this weekend! Although I'm not really one for socializing, I'm going out with my friends this Saturday. Though we'll just probably spend most of our time chilling in a cafe, I'd like to be a part of the action (no matter how small my part may be). 
• Cheers to the long weekend!~
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