a few things:

• I like getting messages. Please send me one if you have time.
• I scored 64/65 on that English long test I crammed for. I thank thee stored knowledge. Huzzah.
• The past two weeks kind of broke me in a way that I wouldn't have expected it to.
• School is draining me and I'm not even doing much. Still, there's something lingering in the hallways that sucks the life out of my bone marrows. I don't know what it is and I don't have any intention of finding out but I dearly hope it stops.
• The class officially thinks I'm a dictionary and a thesaurus. Every time they don't know a word, the ask me. When they want some synonyms and antonyms, they go to me. Sometimes it irks me and sometimes I'm glad to be of help. But just because I know a lot of words doesn't mean I know all of them. 
• My mom once asked me if I recite often in class and I replied with, "Why would I?"
• Tamad ko.
• People who have the decency to respect you and not trespass on your line of privacy are the ones who truly care. Only few truly care.
• Sometimes, short-lived happiness is worse than no happiness at all. At least with sadness or the absence of mirth, there's consistency. It doesn't leave you hanging and craving for more.
• I'm exhausted. I'm tired. Sometimes, caring too much is too much to take. Sometimes, you get nothing out of trying to be a good person. You get taken for granted, people abuse your kindness, and they think it's perfectly fine to hurt your feelings because to them, you will never be worth anything than what they think.
• Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes...
• We're all going to die at some point in our lives. There are times that I think, "Why wait when waiting just hurts?" You feel like nothing's right with the world anymore.
• You're the one who's supposed to understand. And you say you're trying but I don't see it. Know what? I'm trying too. Trying hard not to give a fuck anymore.
• I'm walking on landmines.
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