a few things:

• Onew's gorgeous face is everywhere on my Tumblr dashboard. Omg please stop the sudden influx of pictures or I am going to pack my bags and fly to Korea right now. I can't take it anymore. Sobs.
• During Earth Hour last night, Brother: "There's brownout every other day! There's your Earth Hour!" And the rest of my family didn't really care, stating it wouldn't make a difference if we turned off our lights or not. Mom even said something about thieves and that she wouldn't be able to survive a waking hour in darkness and we should be thankful we have electricity and enjoy it and blah blah blah. It got to the point that I just said to myself, "Ah, whatever. I'll just catch up on my reading list then."
• My family's ignorance dampened my spirit.
• I just found out that our derma consultation + the medicinal cream, lotion, soap, and ointment amounted to the same expense it would take me to buy a SHINee Sherlock Album with Poster plus a Sons of the Sun photo book which I've been lusting after these past few months. Aaaargh
• Anger issues.
• Because I do not give a fuck about the spots and scars on my legs. I don't care that I don't get to wear shorts or I'm all huddled up on the beach or I look like a freak every time I wear pants and the weather is outrageously hot. Would give up anything for SHINee.
• Apparently, my mother and I are not on the same level of thinking. She thinks it is vital I wear shorts and short dresses at this stage in my life because I will regret it when I grow older and have nothing more to flaunt.
• SOOOOOOOOOBS.
• WHY AM I BROKE WHEN I NEED MONEY THE MOST?
• By the way, I bought Cocktail Party by T.S. Eliot yesterday and the main reason why I bought it--you guessed it--is because it is by T.S. Eliot.
• And then I bought another book by an author I didn't know but it seemed interesting so, what the hell.
• "I wish it didn't feel so awkward to tell my parents that I love them."
• It is though. It is terribly awkward.
• I just realized that I dress similarly to Taemin when he's not in the hands of his stylist noonas. You know, whenever he's about and about and dressed in his most casual. We both often wear shirts with stripes, over-sized graphic tees, 3/4-sleeved shirts, and skinny jeans. Now all I need are some Doc Martens and I'll dress exactly like the pretty boy.
• I miss my friends but I am too lazy to get out of the house and I'm tired of the outside world. It's chaos out there. And not even the beautiful kind. Just plain chaos.
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