a few things:

• Hi. I miss blogging. A lot. Blogging about my day was a little piece of happiness that I really enjoyed and the realization that it doesn't help as much as it used to makes me sad. I'd want to be able to blog my heart out again. I don't want this to be a place full of rants, I meant for this to be a place filled with happy things but judging from my previous posts, it doesn't quite fit 'happy'. Someone cheer me up or make me smile or even if it doesn't work, the mere thought of you trying to make me happy again is already enough.
• Talk to me here. I just made one. For the 5th time. 
• The reasons why I've been so busy this week: a) I'm working on a 10-page magazine for English class and it has been anything but easy. I'm merging Korean and Japanese modern culture, music, food, fashion, and literature and I'm actually enjoying myself but it's really a hassle. b) I was the leader of my group for our Health interview and although my members were cooperative, they weren't exactly helpful. I ended up worrying and doing most of the work. c) Decoupage card for Computer class which almost made my supply of ink reserved for the magazine non-existent. Total waste since we didn't even get to make it and I was worrying last night about how we were going to go about it. d) I have also been working (or rather starting) on my menu for Culinary Arts class. The name of my restaurant is "Tablo's Bistro and Tea Cafe" and I'm planning a fusion between Korean and Japanese dishes. Hope it'll turn out well. e) So many long tests and added homework, especially in Biology, English, and Math. This week has been so stressful I can still feel the weight of pressure on my shoulders.
• I know I've been kind of in the dumps lately, but this is not superficial sadness. These emotional wounds run deep and I wish I could do something about them but I can't.
• I don't get why you care so much about the things you like that others don't, and the things that others like and you don't. You come off as really self-absorbed and irritating. Not to mention you think too highly of yourself. Not everybody needs to agree with you. You like those stuff, fine. You don't like those stuff, fine. Get over yourself.
• The end of the school year is fast approaching and I know it's going to be bittersweet.