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Each day is beginning to get more draining than the last.

I don't even know anymore.

Stress, stress, stress. Feelings, feelings, feelings. Needs and wants and needs and wants. Memories. People changing. People who don't care. People in general. Emotional bullshit. School. "Friends". Estranged parents. Tired bones. Agoraphobia. Sleep-deprived nights. Ache. And everything else in between.

Nothing helps. Not even SHINee, would you believe?

Really need to talk to someone but I don't want to.

I'm fighting my own battle and they're fighting their own as well.

Sigh.

What to do?

Hm.

A lot, actually.

But let's just pretend that there's none.

And then they'll haunt me every day.

Until in due time, I'll have to pay for putting things off.

In this sea of life, I'll drown.

But I hope that this sadness will be replaced with something beautiful.