05/30/2014

Today was a really good day. Woke up at around 7 a.m and lounged around on my bed reading fics until 9 a.m when I had to get up and prepare for a day out with friends. We had lunch at Shakey's, roamed around the mall (Janina's surprise appearance had me letting out ugly sobbing sounds), and then we watched Maleficent (which I really enjoyed by the way, I couldn't help but clap once the credits rolled in). Today also served as a mini-farewell because most of us are parting ways and aside from those who are going to be attending UP and UST, college is starting very very soon. It was especially sad when I hugged Joy goodbye. I won't be seeing her until October, or maybe even December, because of the clash in our academic calendars. But she was the one who cried while I held in my tears when we hugged each other goodbye. JOYJOY I'M GONNA MISS YOUUUU! Have a safe flight and take care of yourself, please don't get lost. Please.

Also, I will be away until Tuesday because I have enrollment and a psychological testing. I'm going to be very busy and probably won't have time to go online. This serves as a sort of goodbye. But until Tuesday only! 

Peace out~

It's 4:36 a.m and I've been awake for the past hour just thinking about life and Paddle Pops and the strong urge to go outside and take a walk if only I wasn't so afraid of waking my mom up. I want to know how it feels like to be loved by a boy but I am scared out of my wits and it's something I'm not ready for just yet. I want to cut my hair again. I've been having sore throat for the past few days and I want my voice back. The one I have right now does not belong to me and it's making me even more uncomfortable in my own skin. So many expectations, so many things to do, so much time to think things through yet I spend it all on things that don't really matter. Whatever, I'm going to go scramble some eggs now and hope I don't burn the house down.

[crossposted from Tumblr because I am tired :c]

Hello, I just got home from the most amazing weekend ever and I’m tired as hell but I’ve still got a little bit of post-concert adrenaline in my veins. Let me share with you this photo of me with the snapback that Sehun placed on Kai’s head during the XOXO performance last night. Kai wore it for awhile before throwing it to the audience and because of a really powerful stroke of luck, I managed to get it.

I still don’t know what to feel because I managed to see EXO-K and SHINee in person and I was mere meters away from all of them and at one point, I screamed, “Marry me, Lee Jinki!!!” and my throat is sore and I can’t think properly but fancams will be uploaded as soon as possible and there’s a fanaccount coming along the way. I hope you all had a wonderful weekend. Bless~

I don't know how to stop myself from getting my hair cut. Also, this is the shortest it's been huzzah

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I FINALLY HAVE IT OMG

Since last week, I've been sending numerous complaints to EXO Philippines regarding the shipping of my album because I've been waiting for an unbearably long time already and I was getting mighty pissed. Thankfully, I received it in the mail today!!! I think my mother was more excited than I was because the moment I stepped foot inside our house, she greeted me with a "GUESS WHAT CAME IN THE MAIL TODAY!" and I was ready to burst into tears. I ran around the house screaming "omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg" for like five minutes and I think my brother took a video of me or something.

It is beautiful and I couldn't look at the pictures carefully through all my tears huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu

If anyone's curious, I got a Kris photo card. Anyone willing to trade it for Kyungsoo's? :3

Webcam koala tea is fab.

 So I got my glasses today and the world is suddenly in HD...WOWZA!!!

I got reprimanded by the optometrist though because she said I should've gotten my eyes checked earlier. Anyhoo, at least I'm not having any trouble reading things now.

Guys, I got another haircut. Someone needs to stamp a huge STOP on my forehead. And I don't even want to talk about EXO's new music videos. I think I'm dead but my brain just doesn't want to admit it. 

Lazy Sundays are what I live for sometimes. Sundays are the only days we can get together as a family (except for Papa of course) and because I'm all alone in the house most of the time, I actually look forward to Sundays. These shots were taken yesterday by Mom of my siblings and I and it perfectly depicts how we spend most of our Sundays, me lounging around, my brother and sister bickering, and my two brothers talking about random guy stuff. I don't even know why but I like these photos and just felt like sharing them. Don't mind the stupid smile on my face in the first photo though hehe

Hi, it's the little bunny's sixteenth birthday today!

☆彡 ★彡 ☆彡 ★彡 ☆.。.:*・°☆.。.:*・°☆.。.:*・°☆.。.:*・°☆ `*:;,．★ ～☆・:.,;* 

Also, she's getting a new mini mountain bike this afternoon and later this evening, she's going to drink all the bubble tea she could possibly want until her stomach bursts. At the moment, she's lamenting over the fact that there is no more cereal in the house but aside from that, she's pretty happy because she's got some vanilla latte and cinnamon rolls with her to keep her company. There were no monsters this morning and she woke up to sweet birthday messages from friends and family members alike. She feels loved.

Sweet sixteen? Let's hope so.

OMG NEW BIKE

*does happy dance*

 There was um, a short brownout so this sort of happened.

 

Mom bought me a jar of Nutella as an apology gift because we recently fought. Ironic thing is, she forgot that I actually prefer Finetti over Nutella but the gesture itself is still sweet.

 

I just love my new mouse pad.

People thought I was kidding. Well...I wasn't.

Embrace messy boy hair.

[Bonus photo after the cut]

Blognote #6: {01/02/13}

It's been a while since my last blognote, eh? I completely forgot about this tag orz

So I woke up today thinking it was Tuesday and thanking no one in particular that I still had 6 more days of break before school year 2013 officially opens only for my good mood to be dampened when I passed along the calendar and realized that it was actually Wednesday and that I have to meet up with my groupmates on the 4th to work on all our projects. /weeps internally

Sleepover because exams are over!!!

from l to r: marielle, me, joy
Funnyyy

EXAMS ARE OVERRRR!!!!!!!!!

It's 12:08am right now and we just got home from Julienne's birthday party, hung around "tarbuck" for awhile (prior to driving around the city, debating among the many pastry cafes and coffee shops) and now we're here in Joy's house, with her father telling us to go to sleep.

But there will be no sleeping tonight!!!!!!!!!!!

Hi. Flash camera koala tea sucks (I'll never tire of saying that) but as you can see, I just had my hair cut. I had more than half of it chopped off and now my hair is shorter than Taemin’s, even without his beautiful extensions.

I still don’t know whether I like it or not, since it’s such a drastic change but I’ll get over this conflict with myself sooner or later. Sooner, I hope.

I actually miss my semi-long locks. This is going to sound pretty stupid but they held the past summer's memories and the previous school year's events. They've been through so much with me and now they're in a snooty salon's trash bin. Sigh.

Chryss is a ghost, lingering about; with nowhere to go and no one to talk to and absolutely nothing to do, feel, or touch. Fading, dwindling away, drowning in her own pool of sadness.
A fleeting apparition.