This is just going to be one giant ball of mushy feelings because I dearly miss SHINee. The past few months I've been all over EXO that I seriously don't know what's going on with my favorite shining idiots anymore. I look at photos of them on my dashboard and I instantly feel sad. Sometimes, I even get hit by a wave of guilt. I think the main reason why I can't start with my K Rep fanaccount about them is that I don't know where to start. When I finally saw them in the flesh, it's like all the years I've spent devoting my spare time to them flashed before my eyes in a series of happy memories and smiling faces. SHINee has done so much for me, you know? They've saved me countless of times and I don't think I can ever thank them enough. It's just sad when I finally realize that things aren't the same anymore; that even though they're still my favorite group, I'm not as excited as I used to be for their comeback and I can't even bring myself to be stoked for their new album. I'm expecting great things, yeah, but that's all there is in me: great expectations. No bubbling excitement, no smiling like an idiot during random times when I think that in a day's time, I'll be listening to their voices singing new songs, no giddy feelings in my system whatsoever.
I miss SHINee but most of all, I miss Chryss the Shawol.
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