so i have come to the very painful realization that my attention span is only enough to focus on one fandom at a time and right now, that fandom happens to be exo. this doesn't mean that i'm no longer a shinee fan (hell no, that is never happening, they'll have to kill me to stop being a shinee fan), it just means that i'm more updated with exo and that i'm more prone to talking about them, blogging about them, thinking about them, reading fics about them (god i think the last time i read a shinee fic was almost a year ago??? if i don't count all the taekai fics i read, that is ahrhr) and just generally fangirling over them. this also doesn't mean that i love exo more than shinee, because shinee is still my favorite group and i still love them from the tips of their toes to the tip of their nose (and you can include all the upper regions of their head as well, i just wanted that to rhyme lol). i still need to make a list of all the variety shows i've failed to watch (hell, i'm still on episode 6 of Wonderful Day and i haven't even watched the preview of We Got Married yet) and i know it's going to be an extremely long list because there are countless gifsets and screencaps on Tumblr and i used to know where all of those came from but i can't even pinpoint official photos anymore and i'm extremely failing as a shawol and i feel extremely guilty because their 5 year anniversary is near but that's okay because i've prepared some things and shinee is just perfect, okay? exo just likes ruining my bias list, those little shits.
five-minute word vomit, y'all. i'm listening to onew right now and i feel like wanting to cry because i miss him so fucking much and taemin...taemin is just my cute little ball of sunshine that i really really really love.
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