I swear I'm going ballistic, in the angry and upset sense of the word.
Last night, I cried my heart out and then felt incredibly empty, and after a few moments, I felt extremely frustrated at myself for crying. I don't know what to feel anymore, all the problems are piling up and I keep on wanting to sleep them all away but the world won't let me and I want to destroy something beautiful and scream at everyone and break everything or just fade away into nothing.
I just hope I'll get through this week without crying again. But that might be nearly impossible since Saturday is going to be such a bad day for reasons I'd rather not delve into at the moment.
See you maybe Friday.
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