a few things:

• I wasn't online for 2 whole days and I felt lost. I am so dependent on the internet it's scary.
• Saturday was a day well spent: bonding with my 2 darlings, getting to know 2 new lovely people, and having the wind in your hair while watching the sky's colors during dusk. I wish there were more days like that one.
• My sister seems to like my new hair so much that she went out and got her hair cut exactly like mine, if only a tad bit longer. It would've been okay if not for the fact that people already mistake us as twins and the reason why I got this boycut was so that I'd stand out, even just a little. I think she knows I'm pissed at her, because she's been unusually nice lately. Heck, if she was in my place, she'd hate herself too.
• Mom thinks I'm crazy. Nothing new there.
• I'll post an overview of what I think about this new reality show airing in prime-time television and its many faults. Over-hyped bullshit is one of my absolute pet peeves.
• I feel so unloved here. Nobody listens to what I say, or at the very least, tries to understand me.
• Does anybody actually still care? Omg I just want to talk to somebody. If anybody wants to talk to me, just comment in this post or send me a message in my Formspring. I am so lonely.
• I've been joining so many writing contests lately that it's getting tiring. I'd do anything to get my hands on that photo-book and poster though.  Absolutely anything for SHINee.
• I went to the Lee Taemin forum on SFI and I found this {DISCUSS} portion where a fan was asking what we'd do if Taemin got a girlfriend. At first, I said things about how I'd be happy for him and other sappy shit but I realized that it didn't sound like me so I finally went out and replied with, "Go to South Korea and find myself another Taemin."
• I wonder if they thought I was just kidding.
• Do you think I'm just kidding around or do you think I'm being serious?
• I don't even know myself. Haha
• Summer's passing by like a blur and I'm still trying to find myself. 
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