a few things:

• I've got a pretty long cut on my right hand at the moment, about 2 and a half inches long. I got it from trying to break open my window last night, after stupidly locking my room and leaving the key on my bed. Dumb, I know. The attempt was a fail though. I had to take a bath without a towel and put on clothes even though my entire body was still wet. Ugh. 
• You know the cut was a bit deep and it still stings up to this moment. Whenever I exert too much effort on my right arm, I feel like it's being sliced even more widely and I want to shriek from the pain but my mom doesn't know and I have no plans on letting her know so I shut my mouth and scream inside instead.
• Aw I've waited so long for SHINee's comeback and I just hope it'll be as amazing as they opt it to be and that I won't be disappointed. But then again, those boys never give me a reason to be disappointed. 
• My mom wonders why I distance myself from people. More often than not, I muse over the same thing. It is just so hard to trust people sometimes. When they have what they want from you, they throw you away. You become useless to them. And even though you thought you had built a strong friendship, a strong relationship, a special closeness to that certain person, you feel as if all’s right with world but then to have everything just crumble into nothing…it hurts.
• That's why I'm not so prone into making new friends. Instead, I keep my old ones dear.
• I reached my breaking point last Tuesday night, when all priorities and deadlines and must-do's just piled up on top of me and when I was done with all of those, I was a drained heap of skin and soul and bones and I just wanted to break down and cry at that moment. Earlier that night, I managed to download all of Epik High's songs in English and since Map the Soul holds a very special place in my heart, I decided to listen to the worldwide version first before anything else and the first few words were so beautiful that immediately, the tears poured out with no restraint or warning whatsoever. I was familiar with the lyrics but hearing it for the first time was just overwhelming and the song as a whole is so lovely and beautiful and even though it made me feel lonely and sad, it was the beautiful kind of lonely and sad. 
• Cure to stress = Epik High.
• Everybody knows but nobody really knows.
• Incident with Mom awhile ago:

Me: MOMMY, THEY'RE BACK!!!
Mom: *curses* YOU SCARED ME! (My screaming was quite loud.) WHO'S BACK?
Me: My boys! They're back!
Mom: SHINee?
Me: Yes!
Mom: No!
Me: What?
Mom: No! You'll be spending my money on those albums again.
Me: But you love me!
Mom: But you love them more!
Me: Hey, that's not true!
Mom: I hate Taemin! Tell him that your wedding is cancelled! (exact words)
Me: /spews gibberish/

• No class tomorrow. But the world is kind of twisted because we needed this day off sometime during the middle of the week more than anything else, what with meeting deadlines and other educational shit. And now there's nothing else to do. Life should get a life.
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