Empty.

I've felt kind of empty these past few days, as if nothing could fill up my longing. Not even listening to korean indie or sketching or reading a good book helps. It's as if the life was drained out of me and I just feel so dried up and alone and confused and scared and I don't even know why.

I don't know what I'm yearning for. Company? Company in the sense that they know exactly what I'm going through or they're in this same unexplainable phase that I'm currently facing. And say the exact words that I want to hear. Or even just be there to listen.

But there is no one.

I have no one.

And no one has me.