trying to learn the art of not giving a fuck until i realize that i've been trying for a long time now and i always end up on the losing end. my art always ends up in the trash. i am never enough. i always disappoint. i can never be truly myself even with the people who are supposed to understand. and i'm getting sick and tired of pretending. sick and tired of trying to paste on smiles when all i want to do is frown and cry and be miserable. this sounds so cliche i want to outright vomit on myself but sometimes the truth is disgusting.
on a happier note, i got my hair cut again and it's the shortest it's ever been plus i bought a furry jacket on impulse. photos under the cut.
I may have bought the jacket with Kyungsoo and Sehun in mind
Call me hyung
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