I've been feeling rather sentimental lately and I don't know where it's coming from. I'm not sure whether it's because school is ending in 4 days and even though I really really really need a break from everything, I'm not quite ready for the school year to end just yet. This school year was filled with so much emotional bullshit and stress but there were also a lot of fun and amazing and wonderful moments in between the ones that dragged me down and I really love my section. III - St. Clare was like a real family to me and I've gained so many new friends and I've got a jar of lovely memories to keep from this school year. I'm not ready to bid my classmates farewell for fear I might cry on their shoulders when the bell signals the end of Junior year but I know I've got a lot of people to hug and thank and sob on.
Okay, so maybe this feeling does come from the bittersweet reality that school's ending in 4 days. Right now, I am more sad than happy and as this realization's dawning on me, I also realize that I am doomed for a lot of heartache.
Damn all the people who make me happy.
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