6.24.2012

My father loved to write. My mom told me that way back during their younger years, my father would send her letters filled with words that he couldn’t say to her in person. He would slip these inside her bags or pockets and wouldn’t even talk about them. I guess he wanted my mother to know how he felt about her, about them. Mom actually showed me one of his letters earlier this year:

“Papa writes beautifully.”

“I know. That’s the main reason why I fell in love with him despite his reputation and maybe that’s also the reason why I fell out of love. When he stopped writing…he just changed.”

“But…do you think there’s still some part inside him that itches and longs to write?”

“Yes. That’s why there’s still a part of me that loves him, despite everything he’s done.”
I don’t know why but this gives me hope that this family is not as broken as I assume it to be. We can still gather the broken bits and piece them together again, right?

That tiny flicker of hope lingers so I guess maybe, just maybe.

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