It feels like an eternity since I last posted something coherent in this blog and I'd like to apologize. I actually have a plethora of drafts but life's been too fast for me lately that I'm not really wired for proper blogging.
This blog was entitled "Words of a Teenage Escapist", and not "Life of a Teenage Escapist" so I'm sorry if I haven't been keen on the shit that I've posted these last few weeks. All my thoughts are actually over at Tumblr, which is just weird because I used to pay no mind to that site, it was just a place where I could reblog my little heart out. But you know, people actually notice me there. People give me kind, encouraging words. People inspire me to become a better 'writer'.
I'm not saying that my readers in here don't inspire me. You guys do. You really do and I appreciate every single one of you but it's just that sometimes, I feel like I'm talking to air here, like I'm chasing the wind. This was supposed to be the one where I blogged for other people, Tumblr was supposed to be where I blogged for myself, but things seemed to have taken a different route.
You've stumbled upon this blog and you know things about me that people in real life would never even imagine me thinking, feeling, and doing. You know some of my deepest secrets, some of my darkest thoughts, and you know the things that make me happy and the things that make me feel sad and depressed. You know my obsessions, you know my pain, you know how I trudge through everyday life. You know things I might not even know about myself and it's wonderful, how you know all these yet you don't really know me in real life.
I just wished some of you guys would talk to me.
I know you're lovely and I want to know more about lovely you.
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