I am thankful for Taemin in so
many ways that no proper words can describe the immensity of emotional
warmth and love that I have for this boy. He just manages to brighten my
day, whatever given situation, no matter how angry/hurt/sad I am.
I don’t know how he can live through each day not knowing that he can do these kinds of things, make someone completely happy, and be so important to a person he doesn’t even know exists. This may seem ridiculous to some people, but he’s the main reason why I put up with each day and still continue to live and breathe.
I may look harmless and sheltered to others who don't know the amount of emotional bullshit I've been through, but honestly, I'm beaten up inside. To a point that I just wanted to fade away from the world. To leave this place. To die.
But who was there to build me up?
Him.
I don’t know how he can live through each day not knowing that he can do these kinds of things, make someone completely happy, and be so important to a person he doesn’t even know exists. This may seem ridiculous to some people, but he’s the main reason why I put up with each day and still continue to live and breathe.
I may look harmless and sheltered to others who don't know the amount of emotional bullshit I've been through, but honestly, I'm beaten up inside. To a point that I just wanted to fade away from the world. To leave this place. To die.
But who was there to build me up?
Him.
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